You remind me of....

Chapter Twenty Four : Break It Off

(Beware; it might get confusing but details will come in later chapters) 

-- Chris 

I would be lying if i said i had a great weekend with my mom and Laden. Or just my mom for the fact Laden wouldn't talk to me at all. Not a single word came my way. And if i tried to pick him up he throw himself out my arms, cry, act like he's in the middle of death and if my mom takes him he's quiet and giggling playing with toys. 

Don't even understand why me and his mom was arguing but he knows she'll be right. He'll be on her side regardless. My weekend was horrible not just because i didn't have Amriel, and that was majority. But, i guess somebody taped me and Amriel at the airport and got when i said i love you to her and she didn't say it back. Media had fun with that, Most headlines and topics were 'Chris Brown and girlfriend Split?'  My twitter and instagram been blowing up, alot of them were about me and Amriel breaking up and their happy about that, they claim i should be with somebody with experience and not some '20 year old' and that I belong to somebody like Karrueche or Robyn. 

It got so bad, i angrily deleted my instagram account. It was so annoying. Why can't people stay out of my business? 

Sighing i rubbed my face and continued sitting on the edge of the bed. Laden' been on the phone with Amriel for the past fourteen minutes, discussing the toys my mom gotten him. The cook out my mom had with family they all asked about Amriel since they heard we gotten back together. They adored Laden, my son could be an actor because he was so nice and talking to me during the get together, but when everybody left, he went back to ignoring me. 

"Chris, mommy wants to talk to you." Laden mumbled. I stared at him. Did he just call me 'Chris'? He acknowledged me by my first name. Damn, he must be pissed at me. Holding my tongue i let him slide, i never yelled or hit Laden before, i don't want to be that dad that the child hates because he's mean but Laden never been disrespectful towards me. I took the phone out of his hand before bringing it up to my ear. 

"Hello?" i said, 

"Hey. We need to talk," She mumbled with a sigh, i could picture her ruffing her hair up alittle. 

"I know.. I'm sorry Amriel, i didn--" 

"Chris, That's not why we need to talk. Jasmine is pregnant." She stated. 

And why is she telling me this? 

"Okay. I haven't touched that girl since the day before you came over my house and my mom called you a hoochie. It ain't mine" 

It can't be mine. For the fact, i seen Jasmine up to date medical records. She's not able to even have children. She didn't look pregnant at the album release party so where did it come from and why is she trying to pin this on me? 

" I Should've known this, She sent me a video you know." 

"Of what exactly?" I questioned, she sniffled and my heart filled with guilt, she's crying over this? I never cheated on Amriel with Jasmine, except a couple months ago.. Right before the 'I want to get Amriel pregnant etc' i came to my sense, after i bust my nut into the condom and i ran out of there. The guilt of not being there for Laden and cheating on Amriel downed on me and pinning Amriel and fucking her brains out until she carrying my seed overpowered the guilt. Nobody knows but me and it's going to stay like that. But i guess not for long.. 

"Don't worry about it, just know you got your wish. We're through. When you get back to L.A, we'll figure out something for Laden to have days with you and when the baby comes we'll have to figure that out as well." 

"But Amriel--" 

"It's nothing to discuss about Chris, Look on the bright side, you don't have to worry about me cheating on you with 'Johnathon'. I don't need this stress right now so it's for the best." she said firmly. 

"Amriel it only happened once-"

"And that's to many. Listen we don't have to be together so you could be in your kids life, your always welcome i wouldn't do something cruel like that." 

"I'm sorry." I said truftfully. 

She snorted, "Of course your sorry and you love me. I get it Chris. But as of today.. We're co parents." and with that she hunged up the phone. 

What in the hell did i do?  

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- Kennedy