Normal girl or not fifth harmony/you

💀bad ass 71💀

I've haven't done anything this last week literarily I have eaten, slept, showered, or even got out of bed for that fact the girls keep trying to get me to eat at least something but they can't I won't do it

The only think that keeps happening it is last week it keeps replaying in my head I can't sleep because if it every time I close my eyes I see them dying with blood coming out of there mouths

Elana walls into the room with E following behind her she looks at me "time to get up come on y/n/n" she says sitting on the bed I just roll over pulling the covers

"Fine if you don't want to get up were have to make you get up" she says pulling the covers away I grown at her feeling the cold hit my skin

"Time for a shower" she says and pick me up from one side and E picks me up from the other side as well they walk my to the disabled bath room and sitting down on the chair don't ask me why I have one of these bath rooms I just do

They turn the shower on and Larny helps me take my cloths of then they place me in the shower

"Are you going to wash yourself or are we going to wash you?" E asks looking at me I look to my side and see a sponge I grab it lazily making them both nod and shut the shower curtain I wash myself and my hair I'm to weak to stand up but I don't care

"Look y/n I know your having a hard time but you will get though this you have us to help you don't shut us out y/n/n please" Larny say from the other side of the curtain

I finish I turn the shower off and open the curtain looking at them they look at me wiredly but I just shrug it off

"Your eyes" E says I look up at him frowning my eyebrows they help me up and walk to the mirror

This is new I haven't lost anyone but I have at the same time well it feels like it anyway

They help me to my bed room and help me get changed "come on were getting something to eat so you at least have some energy to stand" E says before we walk out I grab my sunglasses and put them on they sit me down at the table and out some food in front of me

'You have to eat something'

I know

I start eating and finish it all I look at E and he smiles at me and I return the smile

"Want to watch some TV?" He asks and I nod he picks me up and puts me down on the sofa he sits next to me and puts the TV on I lean into his side and he puts his arm around me he is really comfortable

Soon your eyes start to feel heavy so you let them close and you fall to sleep

"Why did you do this to me I'm your father"

"No your not"

"Well I'm your mother and you killed me our own child kill us"

"No your not my parents leave me alone"

I see them cough up blood and they are set on fire there burning alive right in front of me but I can't move you can't speak all you can do is watch then the next thing you know is there beheaded

You jump awake with sweat  pouring of you your breathing heavily you look seeing your still in E's arms he is a sleep to you see demi and Larny on the other sofa with the girls chatting about anything and everything lucky they didn't see you jump awake

I stretch and that grabs everyone's attention they look at me with curiously smiles apart from Elana

"Baby why have you go glasses on?" Ally asks sweetly you look at her biting your lip but you take them off looking at them, they all look at you in awe

"I take it there still like it?" I ask and Elana nods "yea they are there beautiful though" she say making me chuckle a little bit I stand up with a little wobble and E catches my balance looks like he woke up

I smile at him as a thank you witch he returns he stands up holding his arm out for me witch I take "where to my lady" he says with his British accent coming though "to the garden" I say laying my head on his shoulder he walks us out to the garden and I sit down "why thank you such a gentleman, do you think you can do me a favor?" I say with my British accent coming though as well and he nods "can you get me a guitar please bro" I say and he walks away to get the guitar

He returns with it and hands it to me with a bright smile I close my eyes and star playing

Though out the song I see visions of Marc and Sam l know one day I will see them again

I open my eyes and he looks at me with a smile I put the guitar down and sit back relaxing and maybe getting a little tan

After like half and hour I think I can walk by myself or something maybe I sit up and E looks at me wiredly I stand up with a like stumble but I keep my balance

He stands up to help me "just ask if you need help" he say making sure I'm good I nod and slowly start to walk but my knee gives out making E catch me in time

"I hate to say it but I think I need help" I say with frustration as he sits me back down "I'll be right back" he says walking off leaving me on my own he comes back with

A walking stick

'Really?'

"Here" he hands it to me but I take it and stand up "I have a question?" I say getting his attention "does this make me look old?" I ask making him laugh at me shaking his head

"Just a little" he says jokingly making me chuckle I walk with the stick back inside with E following behind me

I sit down and turn the TV on I yawn as I feel tired "tired?" He asks making me nod "yea I think I might go bed" I say standing up and walking out the room into my room seeing all the girls there I walk with the stick over to the bed flopping down on to it and that grabs there attention

"Hey baby, u okay?" I hear Normani ask I hear shuffling I look up at them "just tired" I say and shoving my head back into the mattress making me hear giggles

"Move over" they say so I do and they all cuddle into me making me fall into a deep sleep

A/n I'm sorry I haven't updated in ages but I wish you a good day 😛😋 Xoxo-Lara