Together or Apart

Chapter 1

Chapter One

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There I was again. Having another panic attack. When I just had one this morning. My rehab nurse said that it's just the toxins leaving my body from all the pain pills I took in the past, but it felt like a lot more.

I had about a week or two left in this hellhole and I couldn't wait to get out. But I honestly didn't have anything to look forward too. I didn't have friends and I was unpopular on social networks, which is where I got most of my depression.

I couldn't hang out with family because they either hated me or where so disappointed that they didn't want to talk to me.

People always tell me there is gonna be someone that is gonna come along and make me feel alive again...I highly doubt that. But who knows, maybe someone will come along....hopefully.

And today was the day they were finally gonna give me my phone back, which wasn't very exciting. There wasn't really much to do on my phone, considering nobody likes me. But surprisingly, I had a notification.

It was from a messaging app, which I never get on because there is always some kind of creep trying to get nude pics from me, but this guy wasn't like that at all.

He obviously saw my Instagram account which basically is an account that I talk about my life and my problems that no one cares about.

But he acted like he did. He kept telling me to stay strong and hold on until the storm blows over; no one has ever told me that before. So this made me feel a complete different way. And I liked how it felt.

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Hey guys!

I just wanted to right this story off if my life story. no I've never been to rehab but there was a point in my life when I felt nobody liked me and everyone was disappointed in me but then one day some guy on Kik messaged me and told me that everything was going to be alright and we still talk to this day. I tell him anything and everything.

So this is kinda like a book about my Kik experience! :) Hope you guys like it!

Love ya and stay awesome!~~xoxo