My Muse

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There's a trap.
It's everywhere around me.

Day, night, dawn, dusk.
All the time, it surrounds me.

There's fear of uncertainty.
The fear of being someone I don't want to be.

There's loneliness creeping inside.
I'm trying my best, but I'm unable to hide.

Sometimes I wish no one saw me, being as miserable as I am today.
Sometimes I wish I hadn't grown up and landed here in this day.

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Excuse my messed up rhyme scheme. Emotional vomit lol.