Muffin Thoughts & Muffin Questions

Fading

(This will be a darker one, I'm sorry)

I never used to be this way... it started a few months ago..It happened when I got sick, then I stopped eating for awhile... or not very much anyway..

I stopped smiling too... along with eating...laughing...

I started crying..Shaking..trembling..

I would go to school and get poked and laughed at, teased, and yelled at

I stopped fake smiling

I stopped fake laughing

I stopped everything

I only cried and shook and trembled in the dark with my knees curled up to my chest

I've developed depression, stress related anxiety.. etc.

Sometimes I wish others would pay attention to the people who seem happy and carefree because if they look close enough, they'll see signs of something else

Everyday is a fight and I'm starting to lose mine