he was a fighter and a good liar. good at lying because he was embarrassed, and good at lying because he was scared.
fighting for bets wasn't legal by any means, and his money was all from people who couldn't be traced—from people who didn't exist to the world.
sometimes he felt like that kind of a person. he figured he could stop existing and drop off the map for a while if anything ever went too far. it almost had a couple times.
