burdens dont make excuses

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third  person

"ahaha! jungkook you're
so funny!"
waerin was trying to throw
off itche as she stood at the
front of the class, tutoring them

itche was called into different
math classes as an example student

every year, itche is called
into a random class to tutor them
on a random subject

right now, she was tutoring
a group of 11 students;
waerin and jungkook
being apart of that group

itche wrote an equation on
the whiteboard, unsolved
"waerin-ssi, do you
know how to do this?"

"아니"
no
waerin was smug

"then why do you insist
to speak so loudly during
the explanation of it?"

she was silent
she thought itche would
be annoyed and jealous
but she was more peeved
by the fact waerin was
speaking during a tutoring session

"you want to be better than me?
then do better than me,"

'まぬけ'
stupid
she thought
(itche knew a few languages
seldom did she ever speak them)

。。。

class ended and itche was ready
to leave the school
without jungkook

"itche!"
he held onto her
wrist before she could exit
the classroom

"애쉬"
aish

itche twisted her arm
out of his grip
it stung

"바보야! why would you
hold onto me so harshly?"
Idiot!

she tried to soothe
the pain in her wrist as
she walked away

"미안해, 잇체씨,"
I'm sorry, itche

she only rolled her eyes
she was busy today,
she was tutoring again

a lot of kids called ahead of time
to schedule with her
"I'm busy jungkook,
what is it now?"

"I wanted to ask if you
wanted to hang out with
me today,"

"no, honey
maybe some other time
but I'm extremely busy right now"

"mm, ok, maybe I should just ask
waerin then?"
he stood in front of her,
stopping her in her tracks

itche showed a tinge of jealousy but
she couldn't let the students down-
it was getting closer and closer to
midterms, these kids were gonna
fail if not for her

she wanted to be with jungkook
but she's too responsible
for her own good

"then ask her, I have a
tutoring session today,
a lot of these kids need me
otherwise they could fail their
midterms, don't stop me from
doing my job, jungkook,
I don't have time for this,"

"you never have time for me!"

itche rolled her eyes and
walked passed jungkook

"わるがき"
brat

"the only times I do
is when you're conveniently
tutoring with waerin,
don't act like I haven't made
any efforts, brat,"

"brat!? yah! what's gotten you
so jealous anyway!?"

"stop bothering me,
I'm clearly busy and trying
to fit our relationship
into a busy schedule, only
if you understood- it's not like you've
tried to see my point of view
in the first place,"

"I do try! I'm not as smart
as you are, neither am I
as responsible. Geez, you
act like I'm dating you
or something"

Itche stopped
'Is that how he thinks of us?'
she thought,
her heart shattered

"I'm not the one to blame.
If you actually tried to notice my
issues and responsibilities then maybe
you'd understand; clearly you don't
care. I have a job to do and
you act like I'm throwing away
my time with you to be with someone
else. don't come to me with
bullshit complaints when you've
not tried once to fix them
on your end..."

"You're right, we're not dating
so might as well run off to your little
girlfriend and use her as some
sort of distraction like
you've done before."

Itche was furious
she was heart broken
she stormed off to
the tutoring building
she was assigned to

tears brimmed her eyes
when she realized he was
becoming independent
she wanted this, right?

she instantly wiped her
tears away and put on the
same parental, emotionless
attitude as before

'he uses our unofficial title to
validate the fact that I
shouldn't be jealous while
ridding every one of
my old guy friends because
of his own jealousy'
Itche thought

。。。

It was late at night
the tutoring sessions were over
itche finally finished all her
homework and was
able to relax

"finally,"
Itche sighed as she
lied down on the floor
and stretched

her joints popped
she cracked her knuckles
and popped her neck

Itche showered and
got ready for bed

"one more day until Saturday,
you can do this, itche"

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