Everything has Changed (completed) James Villareal

Chapter 26

Chapter 26

umalis na si Timothy, i closed the door and lean on it.... maybe before i  fell  in love with him..

pero ngayon, pagiging kaibigan lang talaga ang maibibgay ko sa kanya...  maybe because my heart was stolen from me.. at hindi ko kayang magmahal ng iba....

i went inside my room... maya maya tumunog ang phone ko..its full na pala.. so i turn it on....

i was really surprised when 305missed calls appears on my screen.. from random contacts.. and i was so surprised to see James # ..
he got 289missed calls...

56 messages all from him... 26 emails... :'(

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*its all my fault....

*i was too stupid and coward..

*i will never forgive myself ...

*Drey my love... i Cant forgive myself...its all my fault..

*i caused you so much pain... please fight... i cannot lose you...

*God knows how much i really love you Drey... mahal na mahal kita...

most of his messages was saying i love yous and miss yous....there are 20 voice messages...

tumutulo ang mga luha ko sa mga katagang naririnig ko galing
kay James.. parang dinudurog ang puso ko...

he punnished himself, he was blaming hiself  of what happened to me..

most of the voice messages were to chappy... i cant clearly hear the word since he was crying while saying it..

pinahid ko ang mga luha ko... dahil tuloy tuloy lang ito sa pagdaloy..

but what really broke my heart was this voice message

* love, lahat nalang naaidulot ko sayo puro sakit... paano kita haharapin, wala akong ibang ginawa kundi saktan ka,
dahil sa katangahan ko at pagkaduwag  ko...
mahal na mahal kita Drey, napakabuti mong tao para danasin ang ganitong bagay
you have a good heart, so delicate and loving... sa mata mo palang makikita
mo na ang pagpapahalaga... i love you more each day... you dont deserved this..... i dont deserve you...  coz all i caused was burden and pain... you have your new chapter in life now and i Thank God for giving you that
... i hope youll be happy
with the people surrounds you... if loving you means letting you go  and go on with your life ill do that... kung saan ka magiging masaya, masaya narin ako.. just always remember,
na ikaw ang mahal ko and i never regreted it because i choose you.. i just regret that you love me...

and all i hear is his sobs...  it really broke my heart....

i saw another message it was sent just this  morning...  so i quickly press listen..

*Drey sorry i really cant let you Go... mahal na mahal kita drey please.. im outside the mansion.. choose me... i cant stand you being with someone else.. ill wait for you here... i love you i love you i love you......  Drey
promise ko na sayo hindi na kita sasaktan... i promised myself... naging tanga na naman ako this last few days... i really cant let you go... please give me another chance? Another last chance

napangiti ako... di nya ako matiis ganun nya ako kamahal... i love you more James ... sabi ko sa isip ko....

may new voice message sya... but i cant wait so i call him.... he is out of reach,,,..