Not calling them mine is killing me they don't know the power they have they are the second most important person in my life but I don't know if they even think of me as they did before as a best friend I don't think they trust me anymore and it is killing me to only be friends we them people don't know how hard being friends with your crush listening to them gush over their crush and know it is not you honestly know I don't know if I can do life anymore
Miss suicide
