HHHHNNNNGH :"^). WOWIE , WHAT A HAPPY THING , TO SPEND IN THE REMAINING DAYS BEFORE GRADUATION. ((MARCH.23))
WHY DO VALEDICTORIANS NEED TO SPEAK SPEECH?
WHY ARE SPEECH EVEN CREATED??
THIS IS AWKWARD SINCE MY TEACHER MADE A SPEECH FOR ME. . .
I CANT EVEN COLLABORATE MY FEELINGS FOR THANKING EVERYONE/EVERYTHING
I AM NOT PROUD OF THIS NOR AM I HAPPY--
AND A WHILE AGO , MY MOTHER MADE ME PRACTICE IT AND SHE SAID I SHOULD SAY IT MORE PROUDLY , CONFIDENTLY AND HAPPILY.
I SAID " I AM SHY.. "
AND SHE SAID "NO! YOU SHOULDNT BE! WHY WOULD U EVEN BE SHY?"ITS BECUZ , I DONT LIKE STANDING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STAGE AND SPEAKING TO OTHERS WHO I DONT KNOW.
LOLOL ,WHEN I GROW UP , I AINT QUALIFIED FOR BUSINESS WORKS AND SPEAKING SPEECHES OR TALKING ABOUT THE TOPIC :"^).
My mother said , speeching in the middle , is just like talking normally. Well no. Its a torture for me
Smh , I aint a social butterfly , plus I have AnXiEtY--
:^> I so worthless.
AND PLUS
HHNNNGH IM A NEGATIVE THINKER , I THINK THAT EVERYONE HATES ME FOR BEING THE VALEDICTORIAN AND THEY ARE OPPOSED TO IT AND ARENT PROUD :'^).Since our classroom is full with judgemental classmates c"":
I JUST DONT WANT TO GRADUATE YET QAQ. BUT YEET , IM EXCITED FOR SUMMER. UUUHHHH
( Q w Q )
HHSDHSDHSH IM JUST GONNA GO TO SLEEP SINCE ITS NIGHT TIME IN HERE NOW.
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