it's hard
especially the panic attacks
shaking
cant breathe
shaking
going to cry
shaking
mom wont pick me up
need to leave school
going to cry
cant breathe
shaking
"just sit down a minute"
shaking
going to cry
"honey, its been ten minutes. Are you fine enough to go back to class?"
tears silently streaming down my face
shaking
"Yeah, i can go back. I'm better."
still shaking
still cant breathe
want to go home
want to go to sleep
wipe the tears off my face
splash some water on my face
shaking
cant breathe
going back to class
still shaking
still cant breathe
why didn't mom just pick me up
babies were sleeping, right
why couldn't someone else pick me up
shaking
shaking
shaking
YOU ARE READING
Roses Are Dead
Poetryjust me writin' some stuff about the feels. Includes self-harm and other potentially triggering topics Will update when possible, which will not be every day. Sorry!
