The old him

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The love, his love,
It's disappeared,
Vanished, gone,
With many tears,
Screaming, crying, tears of pain,
Just to happen all over again,
Just to repeat, start all over,
A new love, so romantic and sober,
Hoping that they fade away,
The foolish demons in his brain,
That keep him from living a normal life,
That led me to the blade of a knife,
Selfish, that's what he underlined,
But the actual feeling is undefined,
He thinks that I only think about myself,
But really I'm just worried about his health,
Stay safe my dear,
Hold back those tears,
Of many years,
Of trembling fears,
And frozen deers,
And defending peers ,
Just to steer,
Into a path that's unclear,
And add another tear,
To the cake of spears,
But just hear,
I'm always here,
Maybe I just miss the atmosphere,
Of the old him.

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