EDITED.
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Same day at 7:58 pm
Andrea
Malapit mag mag 8 at yun na ang hudyat para mag simula ang program.
*8:39 pm*
8:39 na at pagka 8:40 papasok na ako para kumanta sa masquerade ball. Then ting pumasok na ako
Nagulat naman sila at syempre lahat ng attention na sa akin pero hindi naman nila ako nakilala kasi May mask naman ako. Umakyat na ako sa stage at nag simulang kumanta.
(I hate u,I love you by gnash)
Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you ever see
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
Pagkatapos kong kumanta sumunod naman ang perfect at pagka baba ko sa back stage May nag lahad ng kamay tinignan ko siya. Kilala ko siya, si Skyler lang naman. Oo alam ko na siya yun dahil sa mga Matang nakikita ko.
Kinuha ko naman iyon At pumunta kami sa gitna.
"Hi lady. you've got a beautiful voice there and your eyes...it's so beautiful, just like you."sabi niya habang naka ngiti. Para sa kaalaman niyo
kinuha ko ang lense ko ngayon
"Thanks" naka ngiti kong sabi
"And your bloody black eyes. I remember something"
"It's Andrea right?"sabi ko
"Hmm yeah? How did you know? "sasabihin ko na sana na ako at si Andrea ay iisa ng May lumabas nanaman sa malaking pintuan. So hindi lang pala ako ang May special entrance dito. tinignan ko siya ng mabuti kahit malayo pa siya and it was Veronica. buhay nga talaga ang babaeng impakta.
Umakyat siya sa stage at May bumulong as emcee tumango naman ang emcee At nag simula na siyang mag announce napa tigil din ang pag sasayaw namin
"Good evening ladies and gentlemen let's hear the performances of Ms. Alvarez and Mr.Frenier" At nag simula na silang mag palakpakan
Bago umalis si skyler hinawakan ko siya sa balikat at inalis ko ang maskara na nakatakip sa aking mukha. Medyo nagulat pa siya pero ngumiti lang ako sa kanya at nag simula na kaming umakyat sa stage
I will leave my heart at the door
I won't say a word
They've all been said before, you know
So why don't we just play pretend
Like we're not scared of what is coming next
Or scared of having nothing left?
Look, don't get me wrong
I know there is no tomorrow
All I ask is
If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do
What lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?
I don't need your honesty
It's already in your eyes
And I'm sure my eyes, they speak for me
No one knows me like you do
And since you're the only one that mattered
Tell me, who do I run to?
Look, don't get me wrong
I know there is no tomorrow
All I ask is
If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do
What lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?
Let this be our lesson in love
Let this be the way we remember us
I don't want to be cruel or vicious
And I ain't asking for forgiveness
All I ask is
If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do
What lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?
Pagkatapos ng kantang iyon ay napatingin kami as isat-isa At nabigla naman ako sa sumunod na galaw niya.
He kissed me.
That's—that is my FIRST KISS
