jjgguks hoseok? can we talk please? i want to tell you some things.
kingjhs jeongguk? yes, yes of course. what is it?
jjgguks listen here hoseok, since the very first beginning i disliked you and you did too. you was my rival, the number one of korea, and i was newbie who wanted to prove himself, i wanted to show everyone that i can, that i am strong enough. i was always angry bc i couldn't reach you no matter how hard i tried, no matter how much i was training or exercising. you were always the first and i was the second one. honestly, i hated it and i still do. then we started that indirecting, you talked shit abt me, i did too, it was funny. honestly it was really funny, but we took it too far.
you did hurt my ego yes. if i was left second i wouldn't have reacted like that, but you let me win. and i reacted like everyone else would do. okay, maybe more bitchy but put yourself in my shoes please. i worked so hard and i wanted to win fair, to do this alone, to show everyone that i can do it too. and when you left me to win it looked like you were pitying me. i felt weak, so weak, i felt like im on the bottom of the sea and i just couldn't swim to reach the top. i felt like drowning in my own weakness. and the anger overtook me.
what i am trying to say is that... im sorry hoseok. for everything i did, for everything i said, for hurting you so many times, for acting like a bitch, for faking that i hate you. i was stupid, fuck i am so sorry and i understand if you don't want to forgive me. im so sorry.
kingjhs jeongguk, i forgive you. i really do. because i was wrong too. i did and said really bad shits too. and the last competition.. god i was really stupid. all i wanted was to make you happy, i never really thought of what would you feel. so i should apologize too. i did it bc i fucking like you, okay? i hate playing pretend and i felt so sad when you thought that i was only playing with you. because i wasn't. i can't explain how i started liking you, i still don't know how it happened, but it did and it's getting deeper and deeper. im sorry. you can stop talking to me, you can ignore me you can hate me, i forgive you, but i can't stop liking you.
jjgguks can you please stop being so dramatic? hoseok, i literally said "faking that i hate you"
kingjhs wait- so that means-
jjgguks yes jung hoseok i fucking like you. i talked with jimin couple of days ago, he opened my eyes and made me think of it. and i realized that i like you since the very first time. and everything i did was bc i kept pushing the truth away, bc i didn't wanted to accept it. i am sorry.
kingjhs i fucking love you. do you realize that im a crying mess right now?
jjgguks then can i come? i really want to talk about this face to face.
kingjhs if you promise to cuddle me after that then fuck yes
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