I can't really describe it.
It's the happiest and saddest thing I've ever experienced in my entire life.
It's...pain but happiness. Anger but passion. Sorrow but excitement.
It's everything all at once, but absolutely nothing at the same time.
It's the most frustrating thing. Ever.
But, despite all that.
It's SO worth it.
It's like the song goes, "You make me happy, when skies are gray."
