Even if it takes blood

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Chase Atlantic - swim (I love them so much)

Few weeks later

The bump was beginning to show , I was laying down in bed , my top up to expose my belly that i gently caressed and stroked

"How do i tell your father ...hm?" I spoke to the still forming baby 

It was nearing midnight and Yoongi still wasn't up , I was up due to certain cravings I couldn't have

On a good note , Yoongi stopped hitting me ever since I've confessed my feelings .. That's a good thing knowing that the baby won't be harmed in anyway at least

Jin's been visiting often and I'm glad at least I have that support from him as well as Jungkook , kook has been so supportive and I don't know what u would do if he wasn't around , his a very strong man

I remember the once ..during our drama practice he worked so hard that he felt dizzy and the university's paramedics had to put the respirator for him and even though he went through that trauma he still got up and performed

"You'll be strong just like your uncle yeah ? Dance and sing just as amazing as he does .... And your dad ? You will get his cute smile where his eyes completely disappears right? " I spoke to nothing in particular

I heard the door downstairs open and I quickly pulled my top down and turned away from his side of the bed where his strong scent lingered and it made me whine

I heard his footsteps and he entered in the room , he touched onto something and it fell with a loud 'clank' making me jump

"Were you asleep?" He spoke through the darkness and I just hummed in response 

I heard him pull out his pants and his feet thudding on the wooden floor towards his side of the bed

He buried himself in the sheets and his arms snakes around me making me face him , He spelt good , really good

I Nuzzled up to his neck and he made a little grunt , he was warm

He phone started to ring and he swore as he grabbed onto the phone tightly and answered

"What!.... Namjoon ? You better have a good fucking reason why your calling me up? .... Who? Yeah , yeah ... Pft kill who ever the fuck interferes before I come there and blow up their brains I'm not in the mood. ... Yeah , bye!"

He swore again and I winced at his words , his voice and tone were scary as hell

"Why are you like this ?? Why do you hurt people ?" I couldn't stop my tongue from working and even in the darkness I could feel his killer gaze

"Coz its fun , when people see you and shake with fear " he stated bluntly and I sighed out

"You need to stop it"

I felt him harshly grab my face and pull me up close to his face where his hot breath fanned my face "You telling me what to do again Y/N? " he spat out and I shook my head

"Its been a while since you've gotten a punishment right ?"

My heart started to beat fast and I grabbed onto his arms helplessly as he dragged me to the edge of the bed , he sat down and pulled me over his lap

"Yoongi stop!" I tried struggling against him but he held onto my neck harshly and pushed me down , tears falling down my cheeks now

A loud hard slap was connected to my butt making me wince at the feeling , "Yoongi I did nothing wrong to you ..!" I shouted and he squeezed onto the red skin

"Oh but you did .. "

He slapped again hard , he bent down and starting kissing my lower back

"What did I do ! Tell me !" I sobbed out and he laced his finger through my hair and pulled me up to face him

"You took off my strait jacket"