Numb
Sadness over my head feeling like the dead of winter but its summer my feelings for you were so strong and were so deep turned into bitterness and I felt numb, numb in my soul and in my heart you said we would be soulmates I guess I lost a friend and a lover and now I can't even stand to look at you, I dont get butterflies anymore I get pains in my heart and I silently scream until one day I can look at you and feel nothing and just walk right past you and not even look at you, the feeling when I was near you was too much to handle I can't be near you it makes me go insane knowing all the time we tried to make it work was all for nothing and all the time I thought I was in love my heart lied to me I just want to know when did your heart start telling you the truth about me uncovering your eyes to see everything wrong with me for you to point out my flaws making me more insecure than I already was you never did that before you said I was beautiful and no one could make you take your eyes off of me I guess someone did and now we are distant I'm glad I finally opened my eyes and saw your true colors like what I have never seen before
