Open-Up ~ Ryden ✔️

41

"How much do you love me?" Brendon asked as he placed a kiss on my ring finger. He pulled my hand off of the piano and started kissing my fingers. I yanked my hand back and went back to playing the piece I was working on.

"Stop." I sighed as Brendon grabbed my hand again.

"Answer." Brendon stared as he kissed my ring finger again.

"A lot, now let me play." I went back to playing and waited for Brendon to grab my hand but he didn't. Instead he leaned back on my bench and let out a loud sign.

"I love it when you play."

"I that so?" I asked playing one more measure before turning to look at him.

"Yeah, it makes the room feel less dark." Brendon smiled as he traced a circle in the air.

"Why is my room dark?" I asked pushing some of his hair behind his ear.

"Anxiety."

"Want to talk about it?"

"Not now, keep playing." So I did as I was told and kept playing. But I moved from playing Preludes by Chopin to playing forest.

The funny thing is that neither Brendon or I knew wrote the song. No one really knew, but it is a beautiful song.

"Ryan." Brendon said just above a whisper. I stopped playing an turned to him letting my posture fall as I did so.

"Yeah?"

"Would you ever think about getting married?"

"Maybe why?"

"Just-just planning." I turned away from Brendon humming. But I was really just grinning like an idiot.

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A/N
44 is gonna be the last chapter :(
So today we had a field trip and we got to see a courts thing and we saw someone get sentenced to Maybe 20 years in prison. It was a whole thing and it was really cool to see actually
But we had to get on a elevator to get up to 16th floor and my crush including a lot of other boys went on the elevator with my haven Sofia and I and he kept saying: "I can just see the floor giving out" bc I told him im afraid of elevators which is a whole different story for another time
But we got to see the cells that they keep them in till they have their trial and this kid went right into the cell and walked back to like the toilet part of the cell and flushed the toilet and it was so loud and I couldn't stop laughing
Also when we got to see like the shields for the officers and stuff this kid goes: "There's a red button on the back, what does that do?" I couldn't stop laughing
Also I kept burping during the trial
And I followed my fren who calls me g, my crush, Sofias (now ex) bf, and the other girl who I'm friends with bc we were all trying to get answers for the worksheet we were doing and my crush was actually doing the work so I wanted the answers but part of the thing was stepping on a scale and seeing out much weighed in gold and I have so much anxiety about scales and so all three of them got on the scale and convinced the other girl to get on the scale and they said she added so much weight when they are all super skinny and they made room for me but I refused to get on bc it was right next to my crush also that girl I'm friends with is really nice and was like: "she doesn't want to if she doesn't want to" and stuff like that and she also said that I looked like I weighed less than I do which is really nice :)
Also we passed through this really creepy alley and when we got out this guy started yelling at us we just tried to ignore him but when we got closer we noticed he was yelling: "LISTEN TO YOUR TEACHERS, STAY IN SCHOOL, DONT DO DRUGS!" And my fren who calls me g goes: "NOTED" and the boys actually giggled lol
Also I was sweating so much today it was only 63 degrees F today but we were all complaining about how hot it was lol
But yeah it was really fun actually
Sofia and her (now ex) bf broke up :(
Oh wait! My fren who got on the scale pulled back my fren who calls me g back off the scale as a joke but since he's so light he kinda flew backwards and landed on the ground and then the rangers were mad at us and it was really stupid also they thought my backpack was a bomb bc I left it somewhere for like one second bc everyone was there and then they all moved but a boy picked up my backpack for me which is nice
Also in the elevator down some of the boys were doing squats and their guts kept touching me and ppl got on the elevator with us like wort?!?
•Song Suggestion•: Hospital by The Used
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