When Meldy Loves A Man

❣️ Prologo ❣️

"It was all my fault after all. Because I made everything too easy for him that's why I got myself hurt, crashed, and wrecked..."
Maria Meldy Martin

"Please Evry... I'm begging you, please stay with me, kahit ngayon lang... Kahit saglit lang..." I begged while hugging him from the back, trying hard to control the silly tears that had been wanting to come out of my eyes.

"I'm sorry Melds. Pero kailangan ako ni Karina ngayon... Babawi na lang ako pag-uwi ko." Wika nitong kinalas ang mga braso kong nakapulupot dito.

Ako din naman Evry... Kailangan kita... Kailangang kailangan kita ngayon...
Daing ng puso kong pinigil isambit ng bibig ko.

Agad itong umalis nang wala man lang lingong likod, nang wala nang karagdagang salita pa, papunta sa babaeng hindi nito kailanman kayang tikisin, sa babaeng tunay nitong iniibig.

Mapait akong napangiti habang tinitignan ang papalayo nitong bulto, at bawat hakbang nito palayo, ay tila malaking sampal sa pagkatao ko, na para bang pinapatunayang wala akong nakayang imarka kailanman sa puso nito. Na kahit ibigay ko man ang lahat lahat dito, ay hindi pa rin ako kailanman sasapat para dito. Na kahit lumuha man ako ng dugo o ikamatay ko, ay hindi iyon magiging sapat na dahilan para manatili ito sa tabi ko.

At ang mas masakit sa lahat ng ito, ay ang katotohanang kasalanan ko naman ang lahat ng ito. Na ako ang nagsimula ng laro na ito. Na wala akong dapat within kundi sarili ko.

It was all my fault after all...
Because I made everything too easy for him that's why I got myself hurt, crashed, and wrecked.

I gave all of me to him, along with body and soul.., everything... Without any hesitation.

Because I believe my foolish beliefs, that when you love, it must be whole, solid, and pure, and you must fight for it. Because that's how I love, that's how Meldy loves a man.

But everything has its limit. And I reach mine and I saw his silhouette instantly vanish from my sight.

And as I packed my things to leave the house, where I thought our love will blooms aloud with just my hard work and perseverance, I left all the feelings and hopes that I have. Along with our story and the beautiful yet excruciating memories of the man I love, that I know from the start, would never last.