It's hard to explain those
Demons inside
The daily struggle,
The daily ride.
When will they go,
When will they end
These terrible thoughts
That they send?
I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of trying.
I wish I could believe
Those demons were lying.
It's a constant battle between them and me
I just want to end it all
And be free
They make me
Hate myself.
They fill my head
With torture and doubt.
I'm just trying to survive this day and night
Is my heart still beating?
I don't know if I can make it
With others ruling my daily life.
I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of trying.
I wish I could believe
Those demons were lying.
It's a constant battle between them and me.
I just want to end it all
And be free
I'm trying to rise
So desperately to fight
I walk in the dark side of the road
While inside me is turmoil.
I'm breaking more and more
Crushing the demons inside
I look at the pills and contemplate doing it,
But I'm too scared to even die.
I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of trying.
I wish I could believe
Those demons were lying.
It's a constant battle
Between them and me
I just want to end it all
And be free...
