Breakeven

Part II

A/N: If I want to take my emotions out, this song made me in relieved... so I want this to dedicate to Juvia's feelings

3rd Person's POV

Juvia was staring at the raindrops dropping down the river heavily. She sigh

Her heart aches as he said those words.. She should have listened to her Gajeel-kun, atleast she can prevent this stupid feelings she has for him... I am so dumb! dumb! Juvia thought as she hit her head several times. She always doubt her Gray-sama's love for her... she should have known better... because they are just friends.

Juvia chuckled bitterly and humorsless as she reminisce when she met him for the first time, how he made the impossible things to be possible. He made her see the shining sun  for the first time in her life, he made her heart flutter and skip a beat everytime she sees him smiling or just his presence around her, he accepted her for what she is whether is it her bad or good side, but then she realized it's natural for him to be kind to others. She laugh as how ironic it is, he is acting cold towards other people but deep inside he has a big golden heart that could understand and forgive even if it was the worst person he have ever met. She realized that she is not different from how he treat others, she is just hallucinating for his special treatment towards her that he will never ever give to her.

She smiled bitterly then it turn to a frown as she realize (again) that it is not the rain which made her cheek wet. She immediately wipe her tears away and she gets up. As she turn around she noticed a certain scarlet haired beauty approaching to her while..... crying?

"Is Erza-san crying?" Juvia asked worriedly
"I should be the one who should ask you that" she replied
"Okay, honestly Juvia is crying and and..and"
Erza sigh and sit on a riverside and pat on her side indicating she want to sit Juvia there. Juvia sat on the ground obediently and look at Erza

"Erza-san still didn't answer Juvia's question to her" she said with a pout then it turn to a small smile as she realize the rain was gone and a sunny yet cloudy whether is present

Erza chuckled, "Sorry about that, Yes.. I.. I was crying"
"Why Erza-san?" Juvia ask in a  wondering tone
"Well.. (chuckle) aside from Mira I also want the "Gruvia" thing happen" she said as she make a quoting sign
"Gruvia? Eh" Juvia ask
"You and Gray, its a love team name. *sigh* I cried earlier because I remembered myself to you, we are strong and powerful yet we are vulnerable infront of our love ones. We are so near to them but yet we are so far. Rejection is the worst thing yet the best reason to change for good" she smiled bitterly
"I don't want you to experienced what Jellal and I experienced. I don't want it to be too late until you realize your feelings to each other"

"That's not Juvia's case Erza-san"
Erza smiled and nod
"You're right.... I want that idiot to know you are for each other"
"No Erza-san, Juvia doesn't want to compel Gray-sama. Juvia knows he sees her as his comrade or friend nothing more"
"But-  oh I see" Erza said with guilt on her voice

"Shit!!" Gray cursed loudly on his apartment as he look at his window noticing the heavy rain
"He made Juvia cry again" he thought. He just said those words to her so she doesn't make her hope ups about them
He doesn't want to hurt her "But you already did" his inner voice said
"Shut up!!" He realized he is the only one in the room if there is someone who'll walk past to his apartment they'll think he is crazy
"Aisshh" he sigh and decided to sleep so he can clear out his mind

"Are you sure about this Juvia? This is a tough one" Mirajane asked the blunette while holding a flyer
"Yes Juvia is sure about this" she replied
Mirajane look at Erza to convince her to stop or go with Juvia to the mission
But Erza just nod give her permission to go to the mission alone. Mirajane sigh in defeat and allowed her
"You can start the mission on the afternoon"
"Hai! Mira-san arigato!!" Juvia walks away to go to her apartment to get herself ready for her mission

Juvia stomp her foot softly as she wait for the train to her destination... a few minutes later she enter the train and take a nap as she knew it will take a couple of hour to reached her destination

She woke up as she heard the noise of walking as she realize she reached her destination. She exited the train and look at the flyer saying the one who sent it.

She knock the wooden door and a brunette woman who was in her late forty welcomed her with a smile
"You must be the fairytail mage who accepted the mission. Can I look at your stamp for confirmation?" The woman said with a smile
Juvia divided her dress' slit to make her guild mark on her thigh visible

The woman nodded and inform Juvia about the sea monster that will show up every night. Juvia waited till the sun sets. Juvia get to know the woman's name, Jade she lives on her residence alone which saddened but the woman said it was okay because she has a pet (dog and cat) that made her happy and it scares her the monster might kill them so she sent the mission. She also told her that she was a heiress but don't want the responsibility so she ran away. Well it answered her question how did she had the money.

It was dark, so Juvia proceed on her mission. She waited for a few minutes until the sea monster rises from the water it was huge.. but she knows she can defeat it

Juvia fought the monster but she is getting weak yet the monster is still strong and hard as rock. With one swift move she fell on the ground with a big wound on her right arm. It makes her weak and unable to move. The monster is going to kill her "So this is it, this is my end" she thought as she expects the monster will hit her nothing happens. When she tried to look what happened she was shock as she saw a spear made of ice was on a monster's heart
Then she heard a voice:

"You're safe" and the voice sigh in relief

A/N: So this chapter is longer than the other one.... take note: if Juvia is thinking or in her own world she uses first person