Random Heck

Please

Fuck... It's chipping away at me. To think I felt happy yesterday (Or was it two days ago). I'm still happier than I usually am but all this drama on wattpad is starting to kill me.

First of all to all you goddamn haters out there FUCK YOU GUYS! COME ON! GO AND HATE ME FOR GOD'S SAKE! STOP HATING ON THE FUCKING PEOPLE THAT I CARE ABOUT OR LIKE OK!? AND THIS ISN'T JUST ON WATTPAD! YOUTUBE AND INSTAGRAM FUCKING INCLUDED!

Secondly to my fans and friends do you think that I was happy a while back before yesterday (Or the day before that) NOPE! I'M A GODDAMN LIAR ABOUT THAT! I just wear a mask to hide how I feel. I feel like you guys are just awesome and I suck! But how you guys have showed how I can move and shake things in the world THANK YOU! THANK YOU BRIANNA! THANK YOU ADDIE! THANK YOU HOLLY! THANK YOU JEN! AND THANK YOU HANNAH! IF I FORGET ONE THEN JUST TAG AN ETCEDRA AT THE END OK!?

THIRDLY JUST FUCK THIS WORLD! THERE'S SO MUCH NEEDLESS HATRED! AND WITHIN OUR GODDAMN SOCIETY I FEEL SO WEIRD IN IT! THE NUMBER 666 MAKES ME VERY UNCOMFORTABLE! I'M THAT ONE WEIRD KID WHO USUALLY STANDS BY HIMSELF DURING RECESS BECAUSE MY TWO BEST FRIENDS ARE OFF TALKING TO THEIR FRIENDS AND I DEAL WITH THAT! I'VE BEEN FUCKING DEPRESSED AND WHENEVER I READ A BOOK OR SOMETHING ALONG THOSE LINES WHENEVER YOU HAVE A CHARACTER THAT IS DEPRESSED WITHOUT A REASON THEN THAT ALSO IRKS ME OK!? WHENEVER IT'S 11:11 I START HUMMING!

FOURTHLY THE NEEDLESS GODDAMN DRAMA ON HERE! WHENEVER I SEE ONE OF MY FRIENDS HERE GET SAD I TRY TO HELP THEM! AND ALSO THEN OF COURSE YOU HAVE THE GODDAMN WATCHERS WHO JUST FUCKING WATCH WHEN IT'S ONE OF THER OWN FUCKING FRIENDS THATS SAD! I can understand that if you barely know the person ok!? You should still try to help but you can't really change that much unless you end up striking a chord in them but you should at least try to help. I will admit that I have seen some horrible sadness on here and not tried to help and I hate myself for that! SO PLEASE TRY TO HELP THE OTHERS HERE! PLEASE! THERE'S SO MUCH SADNESS HERE THAT CAN BE AVOIDED!