Why is the Question || Luke/Ashton Fanfiction

Chapter 5

Michael.. Standing at my door wide open with his jaw on the floor. I have no idea how long he has been standing there. It was about fifteen

minutes and he basically saw us make out on my bed. He hadn't been there longer than 2 minutes.

"What the fuck is this?!" He says in so much anger

I have no idea what to say Ashton stays quiet.

"I-I-I- I don't know what this is. Get out of my room! What were you doing coming up here anyways?"

"Well you and Ashton came up her and I wanted to check on you."

"Michael I'm not a fucking little kid, I can handle myself!"

"Really... Well that's not what happened last summer."

Oh my god I can't believe he said that. But the look in his face seemed like he regretted it.

"Um, I'd better go." Ashton says

Ashton pulls his shirt over his head and heads out of my room and leaves.

"Michael I can't believe you said that."

I could feel the tears run down my face.

"Jenn I'm so sorry I didn't mean that. Because I know what he did to you and seeing him with you like that made me think he could hurt you again."

He comes over to hug and comfort me. After I go to the bathroom and clean my face up I have mascara all down my face and my face was red. I looked like a tomato. Michael gave me one last hug and went back down stairs.

The next morning I just walked to school with Kit and Courtney. We had a half day so we got out at ten.

When I got back home I went to sleep. All I could think about was what Michael basically said. "Ashton can hurt you again." It repeated over and over in my head.

I was also thinking of Ashton. I kind of could tell that he would flirt with me or whatever. I remember one day one of my best friends Marissa saw me talk to Ashton and she casually was scoping him out and notice his pants and she told me that "he either had a long dick or a boner when he was talking to me" like what the fuck sometimes she says the most sexual things. But I couldn't stop laughing.

When I get home Michael wasn't there. He probably was at one of the guy's house practicing.

Courtney comes to my house in tears.

"Oh god Courtney what's wrong?"

She couldn't talk for about a whole five minutes.

"I'm moving."

"What? Why? Where?"

"I'm moving to Ithaca."

"That's like two or three hours away."

"I know"

"When are you moving?"

"In a week."

"Oh so you're finishing school then leaving?"

"Yeah."

"Oh my god. I'm going to mis you so much. Have you told Luke?"

"No I don't know how to."

"Well when you tell him I'll be there."

She hugs me and sleeps at my house that night.

Sunday Courtney and I hung out and went shopping. She kind of avoided Luke's messages and calls. It was just a casual day until we run into Ashton in the movies. He was with some girl. He has his arms all over her. He was playing with her hair like he was braiding it. He used to do that to my hair. What the fuck. I'm more mad than sad right now. I can feel the smoke come out of my ears. Courtney noticed them too and pushes me in the bathroom. I break down. Luckily there's no one in the bathroom. After I calm down and stop crying we step out the bathroom and a girl goes in after us and Ashton standing right in front of us. Courtney and I walk pass him and then he pulls me by my arm. Not hard enough to hurt me or anything just a light tug.

"Jenn it isn't what you think."

I pull away and walk away. I don't even want to hear what he has to say. But then again I do. I can't just give him the satisfaction of getting to me any possible way he can, even if he's just explaining why he's out on a date with some random bitch.

I drive Courtney home because I just need to be by myself for a little while. Which I know isn't really good with me because I become easily depressed. But lately I haven't been that stressed out and depressed. Hopefully it doesn't get to me. Michael is sitting on the couch but quickly stands up as I come threw the door. I run into his arms and he wraps his arms around me with a tight squeeze. I'm an emotional person but not this emotional. And for what a guy? Are you serious? I would laugh at myself for hours. After Michael lets go I tell him how I saw Ashton with another girl. Why do I even care we aren't even dating. I don't know why I'm acting the way I am.

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