Teardrops of the past // langst

past part 1

I would have never known he would be here
I lost him when I was young and I was glad I did,
for he had hurt my sister more than I could have ever hurt her and I heard her almost everyday
pursuing what I wanted to do
I wanted to kill, kill my enemies kill everything that hurt me and or her and our brother, we had all been through so much, we run away from 'home' together.
But my sister didn't see it neither did my brother.

She was depressed.
He thought she should die to end all her misery.
But she didn't want to die, and she didn't want me to kill,  she wanted to go home,
But my brother didn't see that neither did I,
Home hurt.
Home abused.
home killed as well.
but us we had freedom ,we had the love.
My brother didn't see that so he decided to end her misery for her.

He said her up to go" home".
Or in better words...
The possessed kids house the house that killed.
But my sister didn't know is once you leave you are now not part of it, 'home' we-...I  thought she  knew that.
But she ...she  walked in and died ...
brother laughed at her 'stupidity'.

He inroled and got in to the Garrison.
It was sent as one of the cargo pilots to  Kerberos .
I was glad he left.
But I wasn't glad she died.
I was put into the system got to a family when they were killers  as well.
They got me so I could go in steal something give it to them and then get rid of me.

But when they got back everyone but me was dead killed, brutally pin to the wall,
Blood was everywhere except on me and my jacket was on the ground filled with guns, knives ,poison and blood.
So they kept me ,they made me do jobs.
To them I was absolutely perfect but I hated it
I enroll to the Garrison.

They weren't happy about that but I had sisters and I had brothers and I love them and I would kill for them.
Even if they were monsters.

I should have known if Shiro lived, my brother would have thrived
I was surprised Shiro was the champion.
Then again my brother would never take prisoner. He would die before he would be captured. I was hoping he died.
We wouldn't have the problem with him coming to find me,  if he died.

I might love him but he causes problems.
I don't want to deal with.
Problems about my past, as a killer, a monster.
Truth is I'm a hybrid.
1/2 siren,1/5 human, the rest altean, and not just any kind of altean. A sorcerer, and a family of all gods, galrens, alteans, mermaids,and more .
But one thing we all have in common.   
We are all killers .

I was hoping my new.. fr...friends would never find out.
But that never happened did it ?

Me and my brother understood that though.

B   .We have to talk
K   .yha
Just... whare do i start?

Sorry I've been gone a lot of things have happened .... including getting a boyfriend!!!!
Yay for me!!!!
Well ill try and update ...soon....ish welp bye !!!!

Athor patato out !!!