depression

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two months later

10:00PM - hey, how you doing
i read through the message i just got.
10:01PM - typing...
10:03PM - last seen 10:02PM
i turn of my phone and throw it in a corner. i lay on the bed. my breathing gets heavy and i start sobbin a little bit. after a few moments i stand up, searching for my phone and pick it up.
10:11PM - i miss you...
10:11PM - can i come over
i resd the text again...what
(typing: yes ofc.../deleting)
(typing: maybe later.../deleting)
i turn the phone off again and quickly pick it back up again after hearing it buzzing.
10:14PM - come on i'm really sorry i miss you and i still love you
10:15PM - typing...
10:16PM - you can come over

after a few minutes the foor bell rings and i quickly look in the mirror fixing my hair up. "hey beautiful..." he says as i open the door and i quickly pull him in. "i missed you too." i ssy as i pull him closer taking off his shirt and quickly continue with ulling down his pants, pushing him onto the bed, sitting on top of him. i ride him fast. i go even faster. i cum. i roll down of him and lay next to him. tears roll down my cheek. only seconds later i sit on the bed crying and sobbing. "you need to leave. i'm sorry, i was wrong i don't miss you, i don't love you, i need you to go..."

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