Everyone says that time is the best healer, but I feel like no matter if I had all the time in the world I would still not be able to heal after years of torment from the people I care about most. Even though it has been three years since my mother died in a car crash and my father got shot dead. I still wake up screaming from nightmares. My past still clings to me, skeleton hands holding me back, even as I push forward into the daylight. I stare at my reflection staring right back at me. With broken eyes like shattered glass, I've have not been myself lately. The truth is I have not been myself for what feels like a long time, so long that I have begun to wonder whether I ever really knew. I stare. Unblinking, into the mirror. My father is dead. I close my eyes, steeling myself against the unwelcome strain in my chest. My father is dead. He was a monster! He deserved worst, and still- this pain. The fire of true hatred, cannot exist without the oxygen of affection. I would not hurt so much or hate so much if I didn't care. And it is this, my unrequited affection for my parents, that has always been my greatest weakness. So here I lie here, marinating in sorrow I can never speak of, while regret consumes my heart. I am an orphan.
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Ficção AdolescenteWhoever said "sticks and stones can break my bone but words will never hurt me" was probably drunk and high on drugs because they did not know what they were saying. Words hurt more than physical abuse. A cut will fade away but words will always cli...