Kissing Troyler

Part 6

Tyler

As I sat down besides Troye I felt myself wanting that moment to never end.

I told him that we can blame it on the vodka but lord knows it takes more than one shot to get me drunk. I really just didn't know how to respond with everyone watching. Currently I think I am the only one in the room to know that Troye is gay and I don't want to pressure him into have to explain why I just happened to pushed him against a wall and made out with him.

But I can't hold off for much longer. I haven't felt this want or need to kiss someone with such passion since that one mystery tease of a kiss at the kissing booth. I need to find a way to get Troye alone- soon. I turned to face Troye and his face instantly went red- and kind of stern. What has gotten into him, we just shared a moment. I thought we shared a moment.

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I gave Zoe a nod to continue the game. After all I had just experienced a whirlwind of emotions- all in front of my friends. I don't want to be the one that forces Troye to come out to everyone before he is ready.

I sit back patiently as I watch Marcus twerk for the group and then Aflie eat a spoonful of mayonnaise. As I watch I gently begin to stroke the hand next to me. I know I may be sending mixed signals but all I really need right now is Troye. Troyes hand, his body, his lips- every part of him.

"Tyler, truth or dare" Zoe begs. I can't risk another dare- I'm not sure if I can hold back my emotions much further. So I go with the, hopefully, safe "truth". A little surprised that my confidence had shrunk away from a dare I can see Zoe plotting something in her head.

Finally she asks with a smirk, "who was the last person that you kissed. And would you kiss them again?"

I give Troyes hand one last squeeze before I settle into my seat for story time. "Okay, so earlier at the kissing booth I had to fill in for Zoe.While relieving this little one from her duties I had this one kiss from a stranger that was amazing. Just the right amount of passion, sass, and delicacy." As I tell the story I can feel myself reliving the moment and wishing with all my heart I could go back to it, just for a second. I snap back to reality and continue "anyway, in that one kiss I think I got a taste of what it would feel like to love somebody. Oh well, it was probably just a crazed fan who wanted to mess with me."

Remembering the best detail I perk up "Oh! And the best part was when the kiss was finally over he leaned into my ear, letting me feel the warmth of his breath and whispered 'oh and by the way, thanks for the gum'" The whole room erupted in laughter "that sass little bitch stole my gum" I tease. "Well that's my story. Oh and of course I would want to kiss him again- possibly do a little more than kissing, just saying"

After more shots, I had lost count, the game continued. I never realized that truth or dare could be so much fun once you add alcohol. But really, what isn't fun with alcohol.

It was Zoe's turn now and I watched her as she picked her next target- a sleepy Troye. "Troye, truth or dare." Due to his tired state he was lying on me and when his name was called I could instantly feel him tighten up.

"Truth" Troye stated in a much more alert voice than I had excepted. Then he waited for the worst.

"Pick anyone in the room, and tell them a secret." When Zoe finished she added a wink and a nod as if she had some sort of secret code between Troye and her.

Troye

I could tell what Zoe was trying to accomplish. She as giving me a door to tell Tyler that I was the mystery kiss at he kissing booth. All I had to do was take the opportunity, and my secret would be out.

No one would have to know- but after I tell him. What would happen then? He would have so many questions- can I really pull this off in front of everyone?

After an internal debate I came to the conclusion that I just needed to tell him- after all Zoe did give me the perfect opportunity. And his little kissing story gave me just the right amount of confidence that I needed- he did say he would kiss the mystery man again.

I just hope he would feel the same way after he found out that a skinny 18 year old boy was the mystery kisser.

In my attempt to act exasperated I sighed "really Zoe your going to make me get up?" as I turn to Tyler, "you will have to do." He chuckles as I lean in closer.

Remembering how he told the story with so much love I leaned in closer making eye contact with his perfectly greeny blue eyes- refusing to look alway. It was as if I was telling the secret through our eyes. I slowly bite my lip- forgetting everyone else in the room. Finally I break eye contact and letting my hair gently graze his neck- I can feel his body tense as I brush against him.

Knowing my touch could make him this vulnerable I let my lips hover over his ear- letting him feel my breath, just as I had done at the kissing booth. Finally I whispered, barely audible,"by the way, thanks for the gum."

After my secret was out, there was no going back. I let me tongue gently outline his ear. Letting one more breath out the hot air between us lingered and met his ear. I could hear his breath hitch at the moment of realization and thirst.

As a retracted to my seat I met his eyes one more time. His eyes were darting between my eyes and then my lips. I but my lip out of habit, at this point he had to shift in his seat to I assume, control himself and his thoughts.

Out moment was over, and I turned to the rest of group. Based on Tyler's expression they were all anxious to know what I had said. Some even questioned it, but I wasn't going to reveal anything- I had said my piece. And the one person who needed to know, knew. Tyler continued to stay in a trance. His blank stare scared me. What was going on in his head- was it good, was it bad, was he upset?

Before my thoughts got any worse and self destructive and I rushed to the bathroom.

A/N

Hey so I know I haven't updated in a while but I have been wicked busy and I currently have limited wifi so it is hard. But thanks to those who are still reading, and hopefully liking it :)

Also I wrote this on a phone so excuse the typos please I will fix them later :)

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