Ocean of Poems✔️

Us

At times when I miss you the most I read over our old messages.
I still get that giddy feeling just like the first time even tho I've read them over fifty times.

When I'm feeling lonely I wrap myself in the memories of making you laugh.

Late at night when the world is fast asleep I think of every time you told me you cared.

My heart constricts as I replay the words of you leaving when my mind drifts off.
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When everything seems to be going wrong I go to that place of memories.

I go to the place where I still have you to myself and everything is okay.

Sometimes I wonder do you miss what we had?

Do you miss me?

Do you ever lay in bed at night thinking about who we use to be?

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I can still picture your smile fresh in my mind eyes bright with happiness.

I wanted nothing more than to pause time right in its tracks.

To have you happy is what I want most in this life even if it's not with me.

You deserve all the good in this world despite others thinking differently.

You mean more to me than you could ever possibly know.

I just wish that you had given us more of a chance.