The day that changed my life

Trying to fit in

A few weeks after my life got flipped in to this "hell hole" my friends helped encourage me enough to try and get well enough to walk again but yeah that might never happen. When I tried last week and  just fell out of my wheel chair and fell on the ground, I'm not trying that for a while but I did get a service dog name Thai who is a mastiff-mix with lab  is the sweetest thing. My nephew who is blind has a service dog named Arlo who is a puggle  or a pug Beagle mix the two just have an undying love for one another but who cares right? I'm now going to my old high school, and now have a lot of friends  but only close with two or three or four of them. I'm in the marching band and they had my friend join to push me in the band they found out that my moms birthday is coming up and did a half time show in her honor with out me know the band had told me the band practices had been canceled and practiced my moms favorite song and played it at the half time show in the almond bowl, I can never thank them enough that was the hi-light of the school year so far. My friend's Katie's birthday is now the 13th of this  month and I want to be able to walk for her with the help of crushes  because she is the one that keeps me going towards it. The police just caught the guy who killed my mom the guy was sentence to life in prison with no  parole  so that is now off of my mind. And my dads car was fixed and given to me but not that I can use it  so what good is that?  I might just take a piece of it then sell it for food that I would like to eat my house has been sold so nothing left to go back to my old life is behind me, all I wish is that I could go back in time and move away from my room and avoid the tree then my mom would still be alive and so would my dad because he was so worried about me that he rushed down to the hospital and forgot his belt and to look for the red lights and flew out is front wind shield