His and Only His (Editing)

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Sky
*Flash back*
"¿Crees que me gustaría tener que hacerte esto? ¿Crees que me hace feliz? Me mata, pero tengo que hacerlo porque el día que te encuentren es el día en que comienza la verdadera tortura. Tu mi hijo, pero tengo que ganarte para prepararte, ¡solo espera que vengan por ti!" The monster screams at me.(Do you think I'd like to have to do this to you? Do you think that makes me happy? It kills me, but I have to do it because the day they find you is the The day the real torture begins! You my son, but I have to beat to prepare you, just wait for your Going for you!) What is he talking about who's coming for me! This makes no sense! I think before everything go black.)

     "MMMMMAAAAAAAMMMMMMMIIIIIIIII" I scream as I wake up from another memory.  It keeps happening, I don't get it I'm way from him he can't hurt me anymore. The therapist they make me see says it's normal and that I have PTSD (post Trumatic stress disorder) but I don't want it to keep happening and I don't want to talk to that stupid lady any more! "Sky baby ¿Qué pasa? ¿qué necesitas a mi bebé?" My asks me. (What happens? What do you need my baby?) "The dreams they keep happening and I want them to stop. I can't take it anymore!" I scream at her. "I know baby but the doctor said it's normal and that it will take sometime but it will stop. Come you need to rest lay down and don't think about that man anymore." She says while helping me to lay down. "Thank you Mami, for always being there and for protecting me and for loving me I  dont know what I would do with out you Mami. Can you please lay with me for a little while, just until I fall back asleep? Please Mami" I beg her, almost in tears. "Of course my baby, I will lay here with you tonight, and dont you ever worry my baby. I will love you and your baby brother till I take my final breathe. I love you my precious baby. Now sleep with the angels my son." Mam says to me while stroking my hair, like she use to when I was a little boy. I fall into a peaceful sleep with my Mami beside me.

    Now that I'm wake and feeling better after my talk with Mami last night. My mind drifts back to what Matty told me and how he trusted me enough to show me his wolf. His wolf is also so beautiful he's pure black and so soft. He let me lay on him for an hour before Matty was back in all his naked glory! I think I look like a tomato when I turned around so he could get changed. He is honestly the most handsome man that I have ever seen, I mean I tried not to stare before I turned around but I swear I saw a smirk on his handsome face. It was like he knew what I was thinking, that sneaky boy of mine. Matty told me that  he needed to talk to me about something else but then said he had to leave his father was expecting him home, that there was something going on in the pack. He said that he would explain how the pack worked another day but what he had to tell me had nothing to do with the pack but with us. He promised me it was nothing bad. He then kissed me and jumped out of my window and ran down the drive way to his car. What a show of he I, I was so worried when he jumped I ran to the window, and you know what he did he looked uo and we and winked back up at me. After he left I and I finished having a heart attack and blushing as hard as I could, I  went to bed. I'm so happy he shared his secret with me, it shows me just how much he trust me. It also shows me how much he really wants to be with me.

     I think I'm falling in love with him but I also think it's to soon, but when I look in the future all I can see is him and I together. I wonder if he feels the same way. I could never ask him though. I think I would die of embarrassment if I ever even tried to ask him something like that. What if he doesn't feel the same way. What of he looks at me like Im crazy? What if he thinks I'm being to clingy and decides  he doesn't want to be with me anymore? No I can't think like this, he makes me so happy, and I know in my hearts of hearts that I make him as happy as he makes me. He wouldn't have told me his secret if he didn't like me the way that I like him. Hmmm I wonder what he has to tell me that, made him so nervous. It's probably just him working him self up. It cant be anything that serious, he just worries way to much. Oh well I guess I'll find out soon enough. With these thoughts in mind I drift off into a peaceful sleep.