you don't deserve what i did to you
it haunts me just like the seconds counting down to the midnight hour does
your last goodbye was your cry to reach out to me
the very last time you tried for me
and i didn't see it as a sign but now i do as i'm haunted by your ghost and the way you said such filthy things to me
but never wanted to touch me in fear of me fading away
now i wish i could go back but things will never be as they were, only as they are
