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Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image. I miss Springarm, but I've come to realize he won't return
So I'm trying to start a new, possibly find Spectrum a new carrier
I can't stay mad at my brother forever, we got into an argument moments before Springarm's suicide and I felt the need to blame him for it
Yes my brother pushed me to be with Springarm but he knew I liked him, and without his help I wouldn't be able to raise a son
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