You told me you'd notice in a day because you'd notice if I didn't talk at all during our phone call.
I smiled a little but was slient. I didn't know what to say. You were the first person to ever really cared about me Felix.
I know Chan cares but it was different with you. The way you two cared about me was different and I liked your way better.
After a while of us being quiet you told me to talk. I didn't know what to talk about and you told me anything.
Just like I had said to you.
The first thing that came into my head was to tell you about my life and why I was the way I was.
I tried to tell you Felix and I think you understood what I was trying to talk about because you'd ask little questions about it later. I think you realized I was close to telling you so you kept checking if I was ready yet or not.
As you know, I was never ready.
Now you're gone and I think I'm ready to talk about it. I have no one to tell now though. My thoughts are eating me alive Felix.
Please come back...
During that time, I tried to tell you but I just ended up crying.
I could tell you didn't know what to do because you started talking. Saying that I didn't need to talk and trying to get me to calm down.
I remember saying something that shocked both of us.
"You don't understand. I just need you to hold me."
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They're getting closer to each other :)
The way this story is playing out makes me happy.
Chapter 3/4 for today!
Hope you all enjoy this story!
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Nyctophilla (Stray Kids ChangLix)
Fanfiction- Nyctophilla: A love or preference for night, darkness. - My mind was the darkest place of all but you came in and changed it, before ruining it all over again. - {Companion story - Philophobia (Stray Kids WooChan)} [I know the cover says ChanLix n...
