R.I.P Ash. You have no idea how I felt when I found out that you had died, I don't know what it took for you to do this, but I know it was for a good reason. Live on in our hearts and you will never be forgotten.
I look into a mirror
A mirror with no reflection
It shows me my life
The times where I'm at my greatest
The times where I breakdown
This mirror makes me think
It makes me realize who I am
Monster
It says to me
Failure
It screams
I cover my ears
Forcing the words out
They never really left
The mirror shows me my resolution
How it really ends
I squeeze my eyes shut
It can't be
It can't end this way
Not now
I know I am strong
But everything goes wrong
I know I can fight
But everything never seems alright
I know I can thrive
Is it worth trying?
The mirror shatters
Showing me
Now I know what I really am
I am like a broken mirror
Fractured
Damaged
Unrepairable
Useless
The tears run down my face
Staining the face with many sorrows
Each piece is a different part of me
Faith
Pain
Love
Trust
Suffering
I look closer
The smallest piece is the most important
Hope
It’s barely there
I know my hope has died
Fading like the sunset
The pain
It’s rising like a sunrise
I give in to the mirror
Accepting my fate
Did I know all along that this is how it was going to end?
I take a piece of fallen mirror
Scrawled across the surface is how it ends
Death
I take the piece to my wrist
Dragging it slowly across my skin
I fall to the ground
As I feel the life inside fading away
It's not worth the pain
It's not worth the suffering
It's just how life is
I am leaving this world with a message to spread
A message we should all keep in our hearts
Keep strong
Never wither thin
Because it's worth it in the end
Live for a dream
Die from a fight
In the end
Even the strongest of people fall...
