>You may find in time as you try to rewind the course of events that linger in your mind- that you attempt to leave behind the truth you find of that period you tried to rationalize the pain you felt inside.
Comforted pain your brain left you feeling insane. Little drains of a past you had attained with her- that happiness you maintained before her no longer remains and you know that because that's all you've been saying.
That self awareness you had before her your morals were right and just no longer matters she's swallowed it- for her that had to be a must.
Swallowed in fear succumbed to a mere shallow insecure existence your face appears faltered and shattered in the mirror your heart, your brain tells you is seemingly forever seared.
Though you thought you could win when you ran away you thought you saved yourself on that day- but what she knows of with all that she's capable of is she knows that she's the only one that you are thinking of.
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PoetryAnd this is what an abusive relationship is like. In the most utterly disgusting poem I think I have ever come to write of her or anything I have ever written, it, however, describes the very disgusting truth to a brutal sickening T of what a victi...