She painted a smile onto her face
Hid all the scars with her lace
Everyone saw her as perfect
No one say that in her mind she was sick
She was tired of all the hurt
But no one was ever alert
She felt hopeless and lonely
Somebody love her if only
She pretended nothing was wrong
Friends told her to stay strong
But what happens when you can't do it anymore
Not when your body and mind is aching and sore
She cuts her wrists with a blade each night
Trying to figure out how she lost the fight
No one notices the change in her heart
They only see the good and not the bad part
She punches the wall until she bruises
Her bad temper she just loses
She adds more pain to her mind
Why couldn't they be kind?
She cries herself to sleep
Her mind she just couldn't keep
Hatred and sorrow fills her head
Wishes she was happy instead!
She's breaking down
She wears a frown
She can no longer smile
She's been crying for awhile
The voices in her head scream
She loses her self-esteem
People criticize her about her life
Why not? Her best friend is a knife
It's not like things will change
I mean her behavior wasn't strange
The same thing happens every day
People wanted to help but they never say
She cuts her wrists with a blade each night
Trying to figure out how she lost the fight
No one notices the change in her heart
They only see the good and not the bad part
She punches the wall until she bruises
Her bad temper she just loses
She adds more pain to her mind
Why couldn't they be kind?
She cries herself to sleep
Her mind she just couldn't keep
Hatred and sorrow fills her head
Wishes she was happy instead!
She soon met a boy
He used her as a toy
Broker her into two
If only she knew
She thought she was in love
Thought she wasn't enough
She couldn't take it anymore
At her heart it just tore
She grabbed the pills
Said slowly, "Life kills,"
She swallowed them down
Just wanting to drown
She blacked out on the floor
Couldn't remember anything anymore
Woke up in a white bed
Started wishing she was dead
She cuts her wrists with a blade each night
Trying to figure out how she lost the fight
No one notices the change in her heart
They only see the good and not the bad part
She punches the wall until she bruises
Her bad temper she just loses
She adds more pain to her mind
Why couldn't they be kind?
She cries herself to sleep
Her mind she just couldn't keep
Hatred and sorrow fills her head
Wishes she was happy instead!
Here's the thing about this girl
She was popular and would always twirl
She wasn't happy she was dead inside
No matter what she always lied
Now that she's older
Life's not colder
People are finally listening
But she's still hurting
Why didn't you try and stop her?
Now her memories are all a blur
She told you how she was breaking
From this nightmare she's finally waking!
She cuts her wrists with a blade each night
Trying to figure out how she lost the fight
No one notices the change in her heart
They only see the good and not the bad part
She punches the wall until she bruises
Her bad temper she just loses
She adds more pain to her mind
Why couldn't they be kind?
She cries herself to sleep
Her mind she just couldn't keep
Hatred and sorrow fills her head
Wishes she was happy instead!
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The End
