The Life Of Jayden. (COMPLETED)

Not my moms yo

I sit in the chair that's next to her bedside , I pull her hands in mine , " mama talk to me please" I say " honey , I love you , I love you and lil Jay so much , y'all and your siblings are my world . Y'all everything to me " my mama cries " mama I love you , I always have , but what's going on " I look at vin and he shrugs his shoulder , My mama tells him to come close so we're all together " I need y'all to my strongest , you hear me ? Vin you're the man of the house and I need you to be strong man . Jayden you are the woman of the house and I need you to rise and stay woke . You hear me ? " we nod our heads at her and she blurts out " I'm dying , I have cancer , there is no other way to say it . I tried to hold on to it for long but i need y'all to bring me my babies (grandchildren) and let me spend my final days with them . I need all y'all around me in this time" my mama says crying . Vin starts pacing back and forth and walks out the room and bangs and punches the walls , He starts yelling at God " why would you do this ? Why us ? Why our mama ? What's wrong with you ? Are you there ? I told you to protect my mama not kill her " he yells at God " baby please calm vin down" My mama tells me , I have to be the strong one , I have no choice right now ! I dry my eyes with my shirt and get up " Vin" I say and grab my brother into a hug , we hug tight , real tight ! Mama ain't gone yet but we hurting like mama gone . We both start crying , I have to stop I have to be strong ,For lil Jay , for Jules and Jailene I have to be strong for my siblings and nieces and nephews . " Vin we got this man , We got this ! We're a team " I cried into my brothers chest , " I'm sorry ," I back up and pat his back " Jay I got to call everyone up , " he says giving me a hug and kissing my cheek than walking away . I go back and sit with my moms , her eyes are closed I instantly get scared " mama " I say looking into her closed eyes " yes baby " she answers back  " do you know ? " I cry " soon baby , doc said about a month or less " she starts to cry    I wipe her tears and kiss her cheek , "I'll go get Lil Jay Mom" I say
" ok sweetie I love you " mom says
" I love you 😘 " I kiss her on the cheek than tell Vin I'll be back with Lil Jay . I get into my car , I start yelling at God to , asking him why us , why my mom ? Why not me ? Why not someone who did bad things ?  " take me God just take me " I scream