"suicide jokes aren't funny"
I get told this all the time
and slowly I smile
Because they are all blind
It's ironic really
People forcing ignorance down my throat
When they have stomachs full of it
Now
Allow me to let you in on the joke
Behind my sarcastic tongue
My scowling mask
And ringing ears
I hide wet tears
I wonder if anyone will notice
Read past my punchline
See behind each joke I crack
That I just don't know how to react
To the overwhelming weight
The lonely nights
Or the destruction of my mind
I realize I'm wasting time
I shouldn't say anything
Just lock myself in this stall
And try to end it all
