I hate you

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Nathan's pov

Danielle came in drunk an full of drugs again last night I'm actually with Chelsea now

............... Later that night ...............

I rushed back to Danielle's straight away I needed to hurry up now

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I ran right into the flat "DANIELLE, DANIELLE, DANILELLE"

"what Nathan?"

As I caught my breath "danielle you need to go to the hospital it's your mum !"

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Danielle's pov

I ran in the hospital right to the reception then to my mums room they wouldn't let me in I was on the floor in tears she can't no she's not alowerd it's not her time I'm such as bitch why it's my fault If I never moved away a year ago I wouldn't of met lexis I wouldn't of had that fight an moved to Liverpool an changed I would've spent every minute with my mum I would've knowen she was dyeing ...... dyeing of cancer and it's all my fault I'm such a little bitch nathan ran up to me an tryed to hug me an pick me up I got up an punched him right in the nose

"HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWEN AN NOT TOLD ME !" i shouted

"I only new since yesterday" he had tissue on his nose from tom

"You little prick you never fucking told me my own mum was dyeing!"

"What like you give a fuck danielle you care about no one but your self!" I ran at Nathan an kept punching him max tom an Siva had to hold me back

"Danielle your mums asking for you" the doctor said

I walked in the room an looked at all the tubes connected to her I collapsed on the floor as I stood by my mum watching her take breaths slowly she looked so lifeless like she was already gone and it was killing me she spoke

"Danielle I love you so much an I'm so proud of you until now your on a little rocky path in life but I love you an I always will baby gi....

The machine started going flat I was screaming every ware the line went flat the doctor announced time of death I couldn't move off the floor it took me an hour to get up an when I did I ran once again at Nathan !

"I fucking hate you stay the fuck away from me you little prick"

With that I walked away not just from my mums lifeless body not just my life but I left my self behind when I walked away that day

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I got home to the flat an trashed everything I went to the shop an brought 4 big bottles of vodka 3 bottles of jack Daniels an I got some pills I needed these I wanted nothing to do with life my mum ment everything to me she brought me into this world she was my life the one who brought me up on her own with no family dad or friends no one was ever there for her and then neither was I when she had to cope all on her own knowing she was slowly dieing and me being selfish left her

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I don't feel a thing my minds on one I'm dizzy I can't see everything's blury I just keep falling

Brads pov

We got back to the flat to check on danielle we was staying on fold out beds I was staying in Danielle's room when we go in there was empty bottles everywhere an drug packets the flat was trashed I ran around the flat looking for her but she was no where to be found I ran out to everyone "she's not here"

"I know where she will be" Nathan spoke up

"The beach or her mums house" Reanna spoke

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Me Elyar max tom Connor tristin James an Siva went to Danielle's

Nathan jay an Reanna went to the beach

Nathans pov

I knew she would be at the beach she was passed out by the water I ran straight over to her I thought she was dead I put her head In my lap an tryed to wake her up when she did I had to make her go sick so all the pills was out of her stomach I can't believe her she made me believe she was dead I'm so upset Her mum died an now this the girl I love is nearly dieing I picked her up after her going sick mutipul times an got her back to the house it was only me jay an Reanna how could she do this to us.

I took danielle to her room an noticed all the pictures she had around her room but one stood out the most it was of me an her before she left on the beach she kept it

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I say up all night with danielle so did brad I kept getting a little feeling that I should be the one to hold her hand not him yes Nathan Sykes keeps getting jealous

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