Why me? Yoonmin ff

Part 20

-filler chap

I lied they're cold and useless. I ended up not fighting back. my body went numb. my thoughts went numb. I couldn't feel anything. all three of them abused me. I have marked up and down my body. I've lost the will to fight back. my anxiety had heightened. a simple touch causes to my jump. I afraid if anyone and everyone that I see, including Tae. he doesn't touch me anymore or comes to see me. guess he tired of me. everyone comes in every other hour of the day to have their fun with me. I wish I never met Tae maybe id still be in high school or even Yoongi he forced me here. I believe I'm depressed now I haven't seen the sun or anything in weeks just the light when the door opens when they come to have their fun. I miss everyone. wonder if they miss me. I wonder where my mother and father are. are they even worried about me? probably not. I miss my old life. the bed broke so I have to sleep on the floor now. there are mice and other bugs on this floor. I used to get scared but now I let it do whatever as for I do not have any will to continue to fight back. I feel dead. I can barely stand on my own anymore. my will to run away as left me. where has kookie gone? he said he'll come save me I thought. got my hopes up for nothing, huh? I wonder when I get out of here once again? will I live to see tomorrow?

"ayeeee Jimin time for another round baby!" he shouted.

  looks like that's my queue to leave. I just hope the little bit of hope I have left will be fulfilled.