Someone asked me if I know you.
A million memories ran through my mind.
But I just smiled and said
I used to
When that person left, the tears streamed
I thought I had forgotten
Had let that pain go
But the mention of your name
Sent me into a frenzy I had all but forgotten
The carefree way I acted with you
is not the way I act anymore
This is because I can only
truly be happy with you but I settle now
I was fine, getting by, but then your name
sent tears streaming down my cheeks
Like a water wall or a rainy April day
My heart feels as if it's shattering
Memories, the way you touched me
The laughter we shared, the warm tender kisses
The embraces that made me feel safe
I thought these feelings
we're under lock and key
But I was wrong, then fury takes over
Why did you leave me?
All alone and in pieces I sit here wondering
Numb all over, the pain wasn't easy
and I took most of it, while you just walked away
You walked away so easy, my other half is gone
Half of me is empty, you can see right through
How am I supposed to rebuild
When I'm constantly reminded of you
Thee will never be a comparison or another like you
You're the one that slipped through my fingers and now I only hope and pray for second best
