Two Different Worlds

Chapter Forty Six ~ Back To Hell

Chapter Forty Six ~ Back To Hell

" When before I never thought I had history and when I thought I was going to die soon but now I'm thinking of how my future would be like and how amazing life turned out to be, because of him <3 "

...To Be Continued~~~

Tomorow is school, more of what I call, HELL. It wasn't as bad with KyungSoo but it gave me the chills down my back as I think of what might go wrong tomorrow. There's always that time where you have to be careful of the next day or even the next thing that will happen because if you're trying to survive, things are like life and death situations. I get a lot of messages telling me "It's not such a big deal! Grow up!" Those type of comments hurt, a lot, because they don't know and see how much I suffer, the feeling of not being loved. Then there's those comments with "Greedy, you already have KyungSoo to yourself! Why do you act like you hate life and have self pity so KyungSoo can care for you. Be happy you even have KyungSoo" I admit, having KyungSoo is everything I need but some things can never change, i've been through tears and frowns all my life that I'm use to them. I can agree that I am being a bit greedy, wanting a better life when I already have KyungSoo when many others want to date him as well but who doesn't want a life with full of happiness? But now, I will change, so I don't disappoint those people who have been talking bad about me. I will make this relation as real as it can be, if there is any trouble coming my way, I will not complain but only fight through it with KyungSoo, with one heart together.

~ Tomorrow ~

Rose comes to me and taps me. She tells me to have a private talk with her so I followed her in, to the locker rooms, where it was just the two of us alone and no cameras to spy on us. It was just the two of us. She looked at me with serious eyes, I knew something was going to happen. What was she going to say? All these thoughts came to me because I was actually araid of her, afraid of what she might do to me but then she just takes my hands and hands me a bunch of photos. I took them and looked closely. Are those my parents? And the car, where they had a car accident? What is this? Where did she get this from? She points to the other car, to the driver who killed my family. KyungSoo. Dyo. It was KyungSoo?! I... I don't know what to say... I'm so speechless.. he killed my family. Will he kill me know?! I can't accept this. Everything is coming to me like water than runs through my mind so fast. I just don't know how to think but I can tell you right now that I CAN'T LOVE SOMEONE WHO KILLED MY FAMILY. I can't, because it's living back into hell again. I've been through enough pain, what is this all suppose to mean? What the heck am I suppose to do? Rose hugs me... for the first time, as for comfort. She hands me tissues as the tears fan down my cheeks. The person who I trusted for so long, the person I loved, the person who saved me so many times has become my... ENEMY.

Rose: (YourName).. I'm so sorry.. I.. I never thought it would come so hard on you.. you see, I found this pictures online, I printed them out to show you. I've read on that website that.. well.. it's hard for you to take this in but that KyungSoo killed your family because he was paid to do it. He did it for money and he can do anything again for money. He can make you date him and 'own' you and sell you off or even kill you! He wasn't so friendly..

Me: You're telling me lies! Lies!

Rose: I know it's hard, but you have to believe me, pictures show it! You don't have to believe my story but the pictures are all your evidents..

I had these pictures in hand, wanting to not believe but I had to believe her now because there was evidence in front of my eyes that KyungSoo was driving the car that hit my family's car, resulting in deaths of my mom, dad, and sister. I was still in shock as I cried out all my tears and fell to the floor and rose gave me some tissues before she left me alone in the locker rooms.

~ Rose's Point of View~
I walked out with a smirk and laughed in my mind, Daisy my sister came to my side and had her arms around me. I whispered to her "Step one of our mission complete! She believed me a hundred percent! She will  break up with KyungSoo and KyungSoo will be mine! Then you will be able to date one of the EXO member's as well"

Daisy: perfect, perfect, everything is perfect now. I can't wait to see the faces on the two when they break up!

~ My Point of View~
After school, I grabbed KyungSoo and locked ourselves in our dorm room. I stare at him with furious red eyes. Red from crying and furious because I was real mad that he kept this secret from me and the fact he done it for money. For money!

Me: KyungSoo, how can you do this to me? What have I done to you! Stop being nice to me and acting now! I know because you want to kill me or sell me away for more money! Why do you have to be so greedy? You killed my family! You've done it because someone paid you to do it! Why?! I thought you were really my hero to bring me out of hell, but guess what?! You're bringing me back to hell! Why?! Why did you have to touch my life and ruin it more and hurt me! Don't you see I'm at the edge in life, I really want to die, why do you have to make my life so complicated

KyungSoo: what are you saying? I love you! I do!

Me: If you really loved me, couldn't you tell me? About the accident? About my parents? I wouldn't accepted your apology! I would have if you told me before! If you were really sorry and if you didn't do it on purpose! Why for money? What is it worth? You really disappointed me!

KyungSoo: Calm down, let me explain to you, I really don't know what you're saying! Tell me please, don't be this way, you know I love you, I never hurted you on purpose! I never did, I never want to! I don't even know who your family are! Tell me where you got this information from, who told you? Is it real?

Me: No KyungSoo.. it's enough, I've heard a lot from you, we don't need to talk this out, because we're officially done now, done I say. Don't ever come look for me, don't call me or text me, don't even think of bothering me, I will stay here with another member not in this room and I never want to see you! Don't appear here! I hate you! I hate you! You're my bad luck! Because of you, my family is gone! My family is gone, don't you hear me?! It's only me here, for no one to love!

KyungSoo: I love you! I really do! I will always be here for you!

Me: no KyungSoo, stop pretending and lying to me now, please stop, I know it's all an act.

KyungSoo: I am not! I worry about you, please take a breathe and tell me calmly.

Me: There is no need for us to talk, we have no relation what so ever anymore, you're my enemy and I'm your enemy.

I grabbed all my stuff and packed them in a bag and took then to Baekhyun and Chen's room. Everyone seemed to stare at me, they must have heard everything but I didn't mind, that was truth, he hurted me so much now. I couldn't believe my eyes to see that he was the one to kill my family. The people who meant everything to me. I was really disappointed that he done it for money. I just can't believe after all I hope and wish for, I'm back to hell but what for? Do I really deserve so much pain to go through? I hugged Chen real tight as I dropped my bags to the floor. Tears rushed down my cheeks more and more, I cried out louder and louder everytime. My heart hurts so much from crying and everything that was going on. That moment I just couldn't last any longer if I didn't have EXO by my side to love me and care for me.

...To Be Continued~~~

Wow! I think this chapter was real dramaitc! Ahh so sorry I have been posting up so late! I apologize a lot! And thank you really a lot for reading my stories and just supporting me by reading and voting~ Thank you again and please have a good day! <3