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Yoongi's notes

Yoongi
YEAR 22
7 April

I stopped walking at the sound of a piano being played. The song was strange...and as I walked with drunken steps in the middle of the night, I realized that I knew the song, but forgot the name.

Someone was making a drug cigarette and, probably, that same someone was playing the song. The song that haunted me and made me feel strange...

My legs buckled beneath me as I walked on, towards the sound of the piano, but I leaned on to my feet heavier to stay upright. I closed my eyes and allowed the song to overtake me along with the heat of the nearing fire as I followed the sound...

Suddenly the air around me as well as the odor of the fire became blurred

My eyes snapped open as I heard a car horn pierce through the night air. Headlights blinded me as the driver of the car swerved past me, spitting out curses at me.

I was too caught up in the shock of what was happening, helpless as I stood, watching the car drive away.

When my surroundings were quiet again, the sound of the piano had grown faint until it finally stopped.
Why did he stop playing?
And more importantly, who was the pianist?

As I neared the building, a face was seen through the darkness. I looked at that face for a long time until I heard the disastrous mix of notes as a fist banged down on the piano's notes.

I had no doubts that it was the same piano from earlier.
I looked back, trying to look for the piano, my breathing rapid as my blood turned cold in fright from the sudden noise.

This whole situation was like a child's nightmare. Against my will, my legs pushed forward to the area where I'd suspected the piano would be.

I felt like this exact moment had been repeated many times before and that I'd forgotten the most vital event this time around.

I came to see a broken window, and sure enough there was someone sitting by the piano in the instrument shop.
I began to cry as I recognized this specific scenario. It'd been several years since I'd seen this person. I held my hands tightly together, crying harder.

I didn't want to be involved in this person's life...not again. I did not want to dwell in their loneliness and aid it.

I can't be meaningful to anyone.
I can't be with someone until the end of the road.
I can't protect them.
I don't want to hurt them
And I don't want to hurt myself either...

I slowly began to move away, but instead my feet took me closer to the boy.

"Hyung..."

"You played this note wrong..." I pointed out the young boy's mistake.
(Other translations say Jungkook, and when you look closer, it does indeed say Jungkook in the Korean version!)

I looked up at Jungkook, realizing it was the first time I'd met him since I'd beat him up in highschool...

Whats going on between Jungkook and Yoongi??