Angel In Hell

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Scarlet Jane '

Its been 3 years..

Its been damn 3 years since that day happened..

Since i lost some important people in my life..

Since i almost ended my wasted life..

Its been fvcking 3 years..

But although its been really hard for me, i tried..

I tried to go with the flow with life..

I tried to moved on.

I tried to move forward with the help of them..

'Them' who stayed by my side..

'Them' who never leave me..

"You.. You are so fvcking unfair" mapait akong napangiti.

"We promised to each other right? Na walang iwanan.. Na we will be together for the rest of our life" and my tears started to fall while looking at his tombs..

While looking at his name that i miss to call everyday.

"You know what? Even if im strong.. Always remember that you're my weakness.. Thats why i almost gave up" i continued.

"Ang sakit sakit pa rin.. Sobra.. Pero kinakaya ko kasi alam kong yun yung gusto mo . I missed you so much" sabi ko pa.

Naramdaman kong may humawak sa balikat ko.

"Sshh. Ayaw niyang umiiyak ka. Sinabi niya sakin yon.. Umiyak nadaw lahat wag lang yung mahal niya.. Mahal na mahal ka niya Scarlet.. At kahit naging ganon siya,, deep inside nahihirapan din siya." She said.

"Luna.. " pagtawag ko.

Its Eris..

We call each other by our real name now.. But sometimes not.

"Hes really sorry for what he did to you.." Sabi niya habang nakatingin din sa puntod niya.

May tumutulo na ring luha sa mga mata niya pero nanatili siyang nakangiti.

"Nagsisi siya ng sobra.." Sabi pa niya.

"I know.. Alam ko.. At kahit ganon hindi ako nagtampo sa kaniya.. Kapatid ko siya e. Kakambal.. At magagalit nako sa lahat pero hindi sa kaniya.. Kahit hindi pa siya manghingi ng tawad napatawad ko na siya.. Luna miss na miss ko na yung kapatid ko.. Miss na miss ko na si Jace" i said.

Niyakap niya ko.

"Ako rin.. Kami rin.. But we must go on.. Hes watching us from above at hindi niya gugustuhin na makita tayo nalulungkot dahil sa kaniya" hindi ko maiwasan mapatingin sa langit.

Bigla nalang nagkaroon ng imahe ni Jace don.

Yung nakangiti..

Na parang nagsasabing "Smile Ate.. I want you to smile everyday"

Lalo akong naiyak.

Yes Jace.. For you, for mom and dad.. and for all the people who's there since from the very beginning.. I'll smile.

"Tita.. Mommy.. Dont cry" napatingin kami sa batang nagsalita sa gilid namin.

Parehas kaming napangiti..

Magkamukha sila..

"Oh baby" bati ni Luna at niyaya to sa tabi niya.

Inupo niya to.

"Daddy is watching you.. What do you want to say to him?" She asked to the kid.

"Dad-ddy.. I hope you're doing fine there. I love you dad." Hindi pa man siya ganon kalinaw magsalita pero nasabi niya yon ng maayos.