It is really the end of everything?

One

B E A T R I Z

One by one my friends came here at the club to join me. They are still the best, they know me too much. Lalo na si Kianna. She's my best friend. And also my rivalry, nah but still she knows about me like my whole life.

As i finished the 10th shot of mine someone holds my hand. Kilala ko na to kung sino. Kamay palang.

"Kianna"

"Isabel" with authority nya ng tawag sakin so it means i need to stop. Gustuhin ko man na kumuha pa but kianna is kianna. And wala akong magagawa dun.

"Yes kianns?"

"Stop it iuuwi na kita. Kanina pa umuwi teammates mo"

"Oh they left me again nice"

"They didnt Isabel, they called me first bago sila umalis. Makulit ka din noh? Tara na"

Hinayaan ko nalang na i drag ako ni kianna para makalabas sa club. I drank too much din. And i'm kinda tipsy na rin. When we reached my car

"Isabel, its been 4 months and still iniiyakan mo pa din si J, ano balak mo?"

Napatulala ako sa dash board nung sinabi nya sakin yan. Yes she's right, its been 4 months since J left me. Without knowing her reason why she did. Wala kahit isa di nya sinabi.

"to get a new life kianns, ito naman gusto nya diba? So im doing it lang"

Hindi ko alam pero alam ko na sasapakin na ko ni kianna sa sinasabi ko.

"Get a new life isabel? Do u think natutuwa akong ganyan ka? Do u think your friends will be happy when they'll know na ganyan ka?"

"I'm sorry kianns, i dont know where to start, i dont know how can i move again, move forward to my next life. How to. And how can i?"

"Lets go home. Tomorrow start your day RIGHT! No buts De Leon."

She's right 4 months na din yun. Ano na ngayon. Hindi ko pa rin naaayos buhay ko. I need to start working. Ayusin yung life ko.

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J I A

itong de Leon na to talaga eh. Pano kaya if malaman nya na andito din si jho. Wala naman syang choice. Hindi nanaman makakaayos ng training to eh. Sipain ko kaya to? Joke.

"De Leon, Isabel Beatriz!!"

"WTF JIA MORADO!? ANG AGA AGA PA ALAM KONG MAY TRAINING TAYO PERO ITS TOO EARLY TO GO TO BEG IN THIS KIND OF TIME."

Teka state of shock ako, bea di mo ko kaaway. Team mate mo ko hehe paalala lang? Kainis eh.

"Edi bahala ka malate ka ha. Its 6:30 am bea sa tagal mo kumilos inaabot ka ng 1 hr gagayak lang wala ka nanamang time kumain tapos magdadahilan kang nagugutom ka eh kung tumayo ka na kasi dyan"

I guess ngayon lang nagsink in kay bea na 6:30 na ng umaga kaya ko sya ginising. Kung hindi lang naman malelate sya di ko to gigisingin eh

"Oh di pa gising si baby besh? Baby besh wake up na malelate ka nanaman" Ito namang si ate Ly eh. Makagulat wagas.

"Ate Ly uso katok ha nakakagulat ka eh. Mamamatay ako sayo eh"

"Oa ju, ako lang naman to di ka mamamatay HAHAHA isabel bangon na anong oras na"

"Ugh yes ate Ly, be there in the table by 6:50 i swear"

"Sige ha, Ju lika na iwan mo na yan"

B E A T R I Z

Ito talaga tong mga to eh pati pagbangon paggayak at pagalis ko kailangan mabilis hay nako team mates. And as i've said 6:50 bababa na ko.

And.. Wait. Jhoana's here? Uh. Bahala na.