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[kim jisoo]

i set my phone down on the vanity table and i just wait for the make-up artists to finish up. i stare at myself in the mirror and remember what had happened the other day.

"why did i post that photo?" i thought and stared at myself in the mirror.

"okay. you're ready." my make-up artist said and i walked out out of my dressing room.

"ready unnie?" rose asked and i nodded.

"unnie, someone wants to speak to you." jennie said and i turn around.

"kim jisoo." i hear jin say.

"jin, what do you need?" i asked and looked at him.

"i need to ask you about a certain fanpage." jin asked and i stared at him in shocked.

"why? what do you need?" i asked and play with my fingers.

"there's a certain fanpage that posts about me. and i think i know who they are." jin said and leans against the wall.

"how though?" i asked carefully.

"some of their pictures coordinated with someone's pictures. i found some evidence that it was actually one of my friends."  jin said and i just stare at him.

"what picture did you get?" i asked and jin pulled out his phone. 

he pulled out a picture of the fanpage and it was a picture of their lightstick at the concert.

"how do you know who it is? everyone has that kind of lightstick." i asked and looked at him worriedly.

"it's just that no one wears that kind of nail polish." jin said and scrolls through his phone again.

"what do you mean?" i ask and hide my hands behind my back.

'please don't tell me he found out.' i thought and looked up at him.

"you're the only one that i know that wears special nail polish. especially, when it's your comeback." jin said and showed me different pictures of my nails.

"and if you zoom into the nail polish in the pictures. it's the same one that you had before your comeback started." jin said and zoomed into the pictures.

"jin i have to go." i said and walked away without telling him anything.

"jisoo, wait." jin yelled but i walked away quickly.

i walked to the stage and i look back at jin who smirked at me. i look back and focus on the show. 

"focus jisoo. just get through this and then leave." i whisper to myself and notice doyoung oppa on stage already.

"are you okay jisoo-noona?" doyoung asked and walked over to me. 

"yeah, i just have to leave early today." i said and looked at him.

"okay. it's fine. jinyoung and i can close the show. don't worry about to much, jisoo." doyoung said and patted my shoulder.

"thank you." i said and smiled up at him.

"okay, let's start the show." doyoung said and i nod. 

we both walk onto the stage and jinyoung was already there. i stand beside jinyoung and wait for the group that was performing. i look at the audience and notice jin with everyone else. i gulp and grip the cards in my hands tighter.

"jisoo, are you ready?" jinyoung whispered in my ear and i look up at him. i breathe in and nod.

"okay, mc's in 3, 2,1..." the director said and pointed at us.

[time skip]

we had breaks in between. i go on my phone and look through my fanpage. i looked at all the followers i had and smiled a little. i look at all my posts and my smile disappears.

'why did i start this?'

'i knew that he was going to find out one way or another.'

i make a small post and post it. i was going to stop the fanpage for now.

hi armys. i know that i post frequently. i want to let you know that i will be stopping this account for the time being. i know that it's so sudden but i just wanted to let you guys know. who knows i'll probably post for their upcoming comeback but i don't know when i'm coming back. everything is just so crazy and i don't really know how to deal with it. i love that there are so many armys out there who will support me and this account. this account has been with me for so long and i hope that you will continue to support me even if i don't update. please know that there isn't anything bad that will happen to me. just keep supporting the boys like i did. but right now i don't i can do that. please support me and the boys. i will release my real identity sooner or later. maybe you guys found out who i am already. ~js

i close my phone and put it in my pocket. i notice so many dings and look in the crowd. i look at the different people and see them opening up their phones. my phone vibrate and i ignore it. i knew that there were some armys in the crowd because they were supporting other artists but they were all shocked that someone posted it. but they didn't know that it was me.

i look towards jin who was looking at his phone continuously. my phone keeps vibrating and i just look down. 

this is what i get.

jinyoung and doyoung get back and i force out a smile. i wave at them and grip the cards more. 

"jisoo, is your phone okay? it keeps dinging." jinyoung asked and i nod.

"probably just my unnies looking for me." i lied and smiled at them.

"okay back to announcing." doyoung said and patted my back.

[time skip]

it was already close to the end and i rush to my dressing room. rose was there and i sigh.

"jisoo, you're early. are you ready to go?" rose asked and i nod. i change out of my clothes and grab my jacket. i grab my phone and leave a note for the make-up artists.

"jisoo, why are you in a rush?" rose asked and i just shake my head.

'we're sorry that jisoo-noona can't stay for the end but we'll end it together and announce that winner.'  i hear doyoung say and look for the exit. 

"jisoo. hold up. jin is calling you." rose said and stopped.

"no, i don't care." i said and continued to walk out.

"jisoo-unnie, what has gotten into you?" she asked and turned me around.

"jin found out about my secret." i said and looked at her.

"what secret?" rose asked cluelessly.

"my fan page for him." i said and she looks at me shocked.

"fine, let's go before anyone knows the others secrets." rose said and pulled me into the van.

"jisoo! rose! where did you go?" jin shouted as we walked into the van.

we both rush to close the door but jin noticed and ran over to us. the driver started driving and jin was left in the studio with everyone else.

'i can't let him know yet.' i thought and played with my hands.

"jisoo, it's going to be okay. they won't find out the truth." rose comforted me and i nod.

we get home and i get a message on my phone.

it was from jin.

[cliffhanger]

[a/n: i just wrote this today and i was meaning to update. i will update again tomorrow because i don't have class. i still need to make moodboards but that can wait because i will probably be awake for the rest of the night. i will upload another two small chapters but who knows. let's just enjoy this chapter that i have made.]