crushes.
those first few moments when you cant really figure out why it's his/her face you look at first when you enter the room.
the moments when you search the room for them unknowingly.
the moments when something that is usually considered a small gesture becomes a marriage proposal in tour head.
those moments when you see them and your heart does this weird thing.
those moments when you create situations in your head knowing that it probably won't happen.
those moments.
those moments when you think they're just perfect.
but then they change their hair.
change themselves to suit the ideal types. their crushes.
you slowly lose interest when things between them get heated and then one day all those feelings and secret staring stop.
and you don't even miss it because you realize it was all stupid.
but we all know this is a repeating cycle.
until you find him/her.
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3am thoughts
Randomthis is messy-- THIS is life. this is the life of so many misunderstood teenagers. [lowercase intended] 'those who write beautifully have a broken mind' but what if i can't write well. what then? how am i supposed to express myself? [slow updates]
