Many people would say the worst type of pain it's physical. But you can num it with medicine and rum but I have found something for worst the pain of the heart when you finally look in the mirror and say to yourself she never loved you like that. The pain never truly goes away it just fades with the passage of time but when you realize that you broke your own heart and killed your spirit I didn't mean it they may say I didn't mean to lead you on as say those things. But your not the one who ends up hurt or crying by yourself.....am done I think to myself I just want someone to love me.....and truly mean it
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