I am not His loudest fan
I am not His greatest believer
I do not compete for His attention
I don't exactly declare my deep devotion
I'm more of a cryer, an asker, a listener
But I'm not much of a doer
I get lost only to be found
I lose faith just to turn back around
I am not at peace so I am afraid
I am not confident so I am less-spoken
I am not expectant so I am amazed
I am not strong so I am strengthened
I am guilty for I have sinned
Things happened that shouldn't have been
I am selfish of all I want
But I am loved and blessed upon
No matter how bad or good I do
I always find myself facing you
I seek for forgiveness and guidance
Whenever I have been given the chance
I am not lost if there is really no light
I am not defeated if there's really no fight
I am not afraid if there's really no You
I have not sinned if there's really no true
I am not sure what I am now
Where I am going
What I'd be doing
But in my heart, I want to follow You
