Gynophobia || Fan Chengcheng ✍

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3rd Person's

Xukun told Zhengting everything about what he knew from Cheng. And after Zhengting heard his explanation, he's a bit disappointed.

"Hope you understand ge."

"well I'm a bit disappointed to you two honestly, but it's okay. I'll understand." the older smiled at the younger.

"Di mo naman sabihin to kay Wei Wei diba?" tanong ni Xukun. Tumango lamang si Zhengting.

"I wanted to tell her the truth but I'm not at the position to tell her. Si Chengcheng ang may karapatan na sabihin to dahil siya ang may gawa nito. Lalo na't alam mo na." sagot ni Zhengting. Xukun just nodded at the statement.

"Gege." Zhengting looked at the younger.

"What is it?"

“I like Wei Wei.”

Then those words made a pang on Zhengting's hearteu.

Well, yes. Zhengting likes Xukun. Wait no. Mahal na pala niya.

Kelan pa? Well, matagal na din.

Zhengting's not gay. Bisexual lang siya. Si Wei Wei lang ang may alam nito. Alam din niya na may gusto si Zhengting kay Kunkun.

Pero silang dalawa lang ang may alam.

Zhengting had no guts to tell his friends about him being bisexual. Baka ipagtatabuyan lang siya.

Zhengting just cursed mentally when Xukun made a sudden confession.

“Kelan pa?”

“Ever since high school ge. I really wanted to tell you guys about that pero naunahan na ako ni Cheng.” Xukun explained. Zhengting literally wanted to cry pero pinigilan niya sarili niya.

“But, I know na wala na akong pag-asa sakanya ge. I want to move on from her pero di ko alam kung pano ko simulan.” Xukun looked at the starry night sky and smiled lightly. While Zhengting looked at him with pity.

Hey, nandito naman ako. Di ba pwedeng ako nalang. Zhengting thought at himself.

“Hays. Makalimutan ko din naman ang naramdaman ko sakanya, soon.” Xukun sighed at the thought.

“Tara na? Uwi na tayo?” Zhengting said. Tumango lamang si Xukun and they fetched a taxi at sumakay na sila.

“I know you're worried right now to your cousin, Zheng-ge. Don't worry, kahit masakit sa part ko, alam kong magkatuluyan padin silang dalawa sa huli.” Xukun said then looked at the older.

“And I know na maka move on ka din, Kun. May iba pa naman diyan eh. May mga tao ding nagmahal sayo. Katulad ko.” binulong lamang ni Zhengting ang huling salita upang hindi marinig ni Xukun.

But what he doesn't know ay may nakarinigpala dun sa huling sinabi niya, ang taxi driver ; ))

The taxi driver smiled at the thought. Dahil alam niya ang nararamdaman ng nakabata. Dahil naranasan na din niyang magmahal ng taong di ka din mahal.

Charot. Sige balik tayo sa dalawa.

The two boys just talked about things until the taxi stopped first at Kun's house.

“Alis na ako ge. Ingat pauwi.” ani Kun at lumabas na sa taxi.

Zhengting sighed deeply when the younger left

“I know how you feel iho.” the taxi suddenly stated which made Zhengting shook a bit.

“A-anong ibig mong sabihin manong?”

“Ang magmahal ng taong di ka naman mahalin pabalik.” sagot ni manong at tumawa lamang.

Zhengting just shrugged and they reached at his house.

Nagbayad na si Zhengting at lumabas na sa taxi. Pumasok siya sa bahay at dumeretso kaagad sa kanyang kwarto.

Then dun na niya nilabas ang lahat ng nararamdaman ni Zheng.

Zheng just cried and cried loudly until he fell asleep not minding his cousin's presence outside his room, who was listening to him crying.

“Zheng-ge, anyare? I really hate it to see you crying. Did Xukun did or said something?” Wei Wei whispered to herself. She just sighed and left when she already heard nothing inside the room.

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a/n:

Okay, a bit of ZhengKun for ZhengKun shippers like me ;)